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I'm back!!!!

2012-02-12T09:14:00.002+08:00

I know I had lost for months. HAHA! Now, I'm back!!! :D

Yesterday went to Timesquare with sis, bro and Desmond (: We had our Valentine at BBQ Plaza XD

We just kept on eating and forgot to take photos :P

After that, we went to play and we met other cosers :D I'm glad that they still remember me, especially Calvin. LOL!

Around 4pm plus, we went to Daiso Japan, Pavillion (: While we walking to Pavillion from Timesqure, I disturbed by strangers as they kept asking me to write down my name and so on. I rejected so many times, but they still don't want give up. Darn! Glad Desmond helped me, or else I will shout to them -.-!

Anyway, I have a nice day with three of them ❤

Thanks Desmond for the Valentine's gift
❤ Him :D

~Postedby: Lonely me~

Happy New Year!

2011-12-31T22:56:00.002+08:00

Wondering how long I didn't update my blog o_o!

Anyway, wish everyone a happy new year! :D

My sem 2 Final Exam had started today )': This final exam will end at 9th of January. I can't wait for the holiday! :D

Maybe I should just delete my blog? Since I didn't update my blog for a long time.

New year, new beginning, new life (:

Back to single life, but I still miss you (':

Tiara Beach

2011-11-28T08:35:00.003+08:00

Saturday, I went to Tiara Beach with Hui and her family (:

Tiara beach is man-made beach. Hui and I cheated by those photos. LOL! We thought it will be very beautiful! But...Disappointed ): The resort was sucks. Everything was bad. Urghh...

Before we checked in, we have to do some missions only can get the room key. Hui and I tried to finish the missions as soon as possible. We managed to get it at 530pm and we still have 1 hour to rest before dinner.

We went to the dining place to have our dinner, but the organizer said have to wait. WTH. All of us were rushing all the day and he said we need to wait! Some of the poeple went to take the food by themselves. LOL! We should learn from them as we no need to wait.

7am more or less, organizer said we can have our dinner. Everyone was ran to the place and queue up. We became sardine. While Hui and I queueing at there, got an aunty behind us kept cue and walked in front of us. TMD! We said "why those people scare can't eat one? why they like to cue as people had queue up for so long!" A small boy overheard our conversations and he stepped behind a bit to let us queue. LOL! I think that aunty heard it too as when she taking the food, she kept glanced at us.

We took quite a lot of food and we went back to our seat there for our dinner. We finished for the 1st round, and we went for 2nd round. LOL! No more toufu for us and left dory fish. We took few piece of it and eat. I don't know how the chef cook the fish, the fish taste like detergent! Oh gosh! We tried to drink the chicken soup to cover the taste, but can't! Darn. I drank the mineral water, the mineral water taste bad too. Urghh... Glad we're still alive. LOL!

*skip to next day*

After we had our breakfast (bread with jam and butter, boiled egg, nuggets, hotdogs and a cup of milk), we went back to our room to rest a while. After that, we changed our clothes for swimming! I just wore shorts and Hui wore her swim suit. wieuuu vit~ XD

We met some friends while swimming. They're small malay kids. LOL! While we sitting at there, a small malay kid sat beside me and said "hello" to me. So does I (:

Anyway, I getting black and we have fun while SWIMMING ONLY xD

-1y11m4d-

❤ Missing you

Debate!

2011-11-23T15:11:00.004+08:00

I just had debate on Monday. I did a bad job ):

I memorized what the points and I told my team members that when I introduce them, they have to nod their head. BUT! I forgot to introduce them when I started my speech! Darn.

When I mentioned about my 1st point, only I remember I haven't introduce them so I started to panic and I don't know where am I ): I kept "err...errr...." when I was mentioned my points. How sad! I thought I can speak fluently! Arghh! I spoilt my day.

I hope I gain back my marks during freestyle there ):

Anyway, have to face my macroeconomics now. Test on Friday ):

-1y10m29d-

❤ Missing You

Can't stop laughing

2011-11-09T21:22:00.002+08:00

Today went to Shah Alam after my lecture class at 2pm, because my sis needs my dad to fix her toilet's pipe. LOL!

We arrived there about 2.45pm and daddy helped her to fix the pipe. Bro, mummy and I do nothing at there. I kept asked my sis to cook macaroni for me as I'm hungry. LOL! But she said after daddy fixed the pipe, she has to rush to the office to get her salary ):

Sis asked us to have lunch with her, but daddy said he was rushing to as Aunty Bobo asked help from daddy. Aunty Bobo always ask help from my daddy sia o_o Mummy told daddy that I'm hungry, then daddy said later will drop by the McDonald and drive-thru (:

We never tried the drive-thru system before. LOL! Daddy reached the McDonald, 1st step is the machine part. The machine there stated "Confirm your order", and got someone said "Good afternoon sir..." something like that. Daddy thought order from there and asked me what I want to order. I said "Spicy McChicken Deluxe" and daddy repeated it to the machine, daddy saw the machine have to respond, then he tried to move in front there and there was a car behind and hon daddy. LOL!

We reached the counter part and we knew that daddy had did the wrong thing because he spoke to the machine! LOL! We kept on laughing and daddy tried to control himself from laughing as he needs to order. After we ordered it, we went to the next part. While moving, we laughed again.

After we got my Spicy McChicken Deluxe, daddy drove back to home. On the way we heading back to home, we still can't stop laughing on my daddy's cute and funny reaction: Spoke to Machine! HAHA!

When we reached our home, mummy still laughing. LOL! She really can't stop laughing. XD

Anyway, today was happy and full of laughing :D Love this kind of feeling ♥

-1y10m16d-

❤ Missing you

xiaoheero.com

2011-11-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

Hey, my friends! Check out to the website by clicking the image above ↑ to get more information about the website, as I'm working parttime at there. Any questions can ask me in facebook or msn ya (:

-1y10m16d-

❤ Missing you

What can I do?

2011-11-07T18:34:00.002+08:00

Today watched Wrong Turn 4 with bro. Really disgusting and bloody and contain some xxx scene. LOL! I think you know what I mean =x

The ending was surprising. A girl died due to the freezing of stormy winter night and the rest of them died because killed by the 3 crazy guys. We thought there will be 2 survival, but they went to the wrong place and died too ): Ending was sad.

Another movie, Human Centipede 2, both of us just watched a while, we stopped and watched Wrong Turn 4. The movie is in white and black. Boring x.x

Heero said that I'm scary as I like to watch those scary movies. LOL! Yea, I'm scary x)

Now waiting for a new japan animation from Gong Qi Jun (宫崎骏). I can't wait to watch it XD

-1y10m14d-

❤ Missing you

Human Centipede 2 and Wrong Turn 4

2011-11-05T10:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I had downloaded the new movies "Human Centipede 2" and "Wrong Turn 4".

I haven't watch because I know if I watch it, my bro will scold me for sure because I watch it without asking him. LOL!

Both movies are disgusting, gross, scary and something will make you nightmare. I don't know why I will like these kinds of movies, maybe just interested with them? How scary I am. What movies I like, my friends don't like. Yeap, because disgusting and scary. So, I only can watch these kinds of movies with my bro and sometimes with sis.

I can't wait to watch these 2 movies with my bro xD! Hope I can enjoy it well. LOL!

-1y10m12d-

❤ Missing you

Hello!

2011-11-02T23:46:00.002+08:00

Wondering how long I didn't update my blog =x

These few weeks were busy with my mid term tests and assignment. And, finally, I had done my ME, IOM and FOA mid term tests. Left ITS and ENG for next week and the other week.

Today I got my English Presentation's result. My tutor said that my presentation was interesting as I speaking more than reading, that's why she likes it. I never expect she like my presentation! Because I thought my presentation was boring and dull! Anyway, thanks God! o(≧v≦)o

I had my FOA test today and I felt so dead ): The test was difficult and I have no confident on scoring in this mid term test! Damn. I don't want to fail my coursework test and repeat for next year! ): I wish I need no to repeat for it.

I had tried to finish my ITS assignment by today. Yeap, I done mine, but I still want to wait for my group members to finish their parts too.

No class tomorrow. Anime time! :D

-1y10m9d-

❤ Missing you

Mid term exam around the corner!

2011-10-18T18:30:00.002+08:00

Mid term exam is around the corner! Oh my! What am I doing right now? Blogging, facebook, msn, twitter, and youtube?!

Yuffie, wake up, wake up! You should go and study now!

Owhh~~ T.T I dislike the subjects this sem. I can't understand the FOA, I can't understand the ME, I can't understand IOM. I can't understand everything! Stupid me. I had become stupid )':

Study mood! Please on! I had stop gaming because of the mid term exam, so you have to turn it on and let me study, ok? (:

-1y9m24d-

❤ Missing you

HAHA!

2011-10-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

My cute work during lecture class :P

Today the ITS class ended early, so Hui and I went to cafeteria to have breakfast. After that, we went to DKD for our FOA lecture.

When we stepped into the lecture hall, our classmates had reached there and had prepared the seat for both of us. How sweet are them (:

Shun Yi gave me the small waffle for me to eat and Hui having her snacks (those small biscuits). I got nothing to do in there while waiting for our lecturer, so I asked Hui to put the small biscuits on the waffle. LOL!

When I was putting the small biscuits on it, Ping Chun suddenly called me, I thought he saw what I'm doing and want to laugh, but no. He asked what's my name and Hui's name. LOL! He said he can't remember our names. Chee Sheng also said like that, then I said,"Is it we look like twins?" He nodded his head and laughed. LOL! This was my 3rd times spoke English to him. No one dare to speak with him because he only can understand English and Malay.

Anyway, our classmates are lovely and nice. Hope we can communicate more with each other (:

-1y9m17d-

❤ Missing you

Bookfest!

2011-10-09T08:05:00.001+08:00

I can't wait to go the bookfest that held on Cruise! You can imagine how special is it.

I told my daddy to bring us to go there, he said maybe next week. Woots! I can't wait! The books at there are cheap, 25units cost rm2! 50units rm4! and so on. 100 units of books only cost rm8! You see, how cheap is it! I can't wait to go there!

The entrace fees is rm1 person and this bookfest is at Port Klang there. I want to go. I'm really really want to go! :P

How are you again? Miss you so much ):

-1y9m15d-

❤ Missing you

MOODY!

2011-10-05T18:36:00.002+08:00

PMR & Chickenpox

2011-10-03T20:23:00.002+08:00

My bro is going to have his PMR tomorrow. You know what? He will have his exam in quarantine room! LOL!

He got chickenpox last week. Few of the PMR candidates got chickenpox too. How pity are them.

I hope I won't get chickenpox for this whole diploma year. I really really really hope I get it after my diploma T.T

Anyway, I will just pray for it. LOL!

-1y9m9d-

❤ Missing you

Yoseob - 안돼

2011-09-29T15:11:00.003+08:00

Listening to Yoseob - 안돼. Damn nice. Touched my heart T.T

Enjoy!

-1y9m5d-

❤ Missing you

Happy 1y9m!

2011-09-25T20:49:00.002+08:00

Happy 1y9m to my dearest panda (: I can't find the link to write private post, so just write it straight away at here since no one is going to visit my blog (?) Haha!

How are you recently? I'm really miss you a lot. Yes, we did chatted together yesterday but just for few minutes, I think.

I can't imagine the days without you ): Sometimes, something bad happened on me, I got no one to say to. So I just leave message in your msn. HAHA! Sorry for spamming your msn ya :P

Soon I'm going to have my individual presentation, but I still can't find the topic, even though Ms. Bella said is free topic. Ahh! I hate it. Really. We still need to wear 3-inch high heels for the presentation. Nevermind, we just standing at there and present only :P

I will try to think of one topic. I will try. @@

Happy 1y9m again! Love ya! :P

-1y9m-

❤ Missing you

HAPPY!

2011-09-21T16:52:00.002+08:00

Guess what? I got my result today! :D

Today after the English class at 930am, quite a number of my classmates went to CITC to check our result.

We waited at there until 10am and started refresh the webpage for many times as someone said our results will release at 10am. LOL! 1005am, the result still haven't release yet. We felt fedup and start facebook @@

Suddenly, Hui said," result released." I refreshed the page again and I saw my result. 1st reaction was WOAH! Yeap, I got a nice result that I never expect (:

Hui was happy too because she never thought her CGPA will more than 3.5. Both of us were excited and have the mood for breakfast XD! We went out from the CITC quickly and walked to the cafe.

We called our parent when stepped out from CITC (: On the way we walking to the cafe, Hui kept screaming o_o Those cleaners looking at us with weird expression. LOL! Sorry, both of us got some mental problems? xD

We had our breakfast at cafe and waited for 12pm IOM lecture class, then we went home at 2pm. Raining cats and dogs when I was walking out to the main gate. The sky cried because He is so surprised that I got nice result xD!

Panda! I got nice result! HAHA! You must be proud of me, right? :P I didn't make you disappointed! Must give me big big prize when you come back, ok? I will wait for you (:

-1y8m27d-

❤ Missing you

Cried

2011-09-20T15:29:00.003+08:00

Heart Khuntoria Ever ♥

Nickhun and Victoria had stayed together for 1 year and 3 months.

Finally I watched the last episode of Khuntoria in We Got Married. The saddest episode ever. I cried all the time from the show started tills the end of the show.

I can't believe that I can cried because of them )':

Really hope they can be couple in real life. Nickhun said hope the time stop before 12am just because he don't want to say goodbye. Victoria said this is a dream and she hopes she will never wake up from this dream. How sad )':

Be happy!

-1y8m28d-

❤ Missing you

Thanks to Star

2011-09-19T18:39:00.004+08:00

Starry night

Thanks to Star for helping me to fix my lappy (: Thanks a lot!

I know you hate me to say thank you or sorry to you, but I still want to thank you :D Thanks again!!

If you didn't help me, I think I will send my lappy to "hospital" and my parent will scold me for sure. Sorry baby lappy, I didn't take care you well ): Really sorry.

Today was my first day of school after having a long sem break (3 weeks only). I felt lazy to school because my holiday mood still on! I should change my mood, right? I should change it now, perhaps.

Ms. Bella was my English language tutor. She was nice (: She briefied us a lot and told us what to do in the following weeks. Individual presentation coming soon. I have to prepare and find the topic now! Ahh! I have no idea about it! ):

ME lecture after the English class. Our ME lecture was Mr. Wong who taught us last sem (: He was cute and nice. HAHA! When he walked into the hall, all the students from Group 7 to Group 12 clapped their hands, included me of course! All of us like him so much! I wish he will be our tutor but sadly no ):

Anyway, wish me good luck for tomorrow lecture (: Ciao~

Panda, how are you? Do you take care good of yourself? Miss you a lot ):

-1y8m27d-

❤ Missing you

Disappointed

2011-09-15T11:53:00.002+08:00

Damn disappointed now. I don't know how to say out my feeling right now. You know, you're totally sucks!

You had broken my heart. Start from that day, I know I will be alone. No friends at all! Yeap, I should trust my mum. I shouldn't put too much hopes!

I cried alone in front of my lappy.

Panda, I need you now, but you're not around ): Every time I faced some problems, you're not around. How am I going to face this alone?

But thanks my gor accompanied me (:

Panda! Jiayou! I will wait for you! :D

-1y8m23d-

❤ Missing you

Happy Mooncake Festival

2011-09-12T19:52:00.003+08:00

Happy Mooncake Festival to all my friends :D

I think most of the people celebrate it on Sunday. I didn't celebrate it with anyone, just had simple dinner with my family (:

AND

I can't wait for the next episode of "We Got Married"!!

PPS can't watch this show, I don't know why. Aiks. Funshion still haven't update the new episode ): Ahh~~ I want to watch it now!! Khuntoria~~~~

Happy Mooncake Festival again! Happy Chuseok! :D

-1y8m20d-

❤ Missing you

Happy Birthday to Ming Ming~

2011-09-11T20:01:00.004+08:00

Another ghost picture uploaded! XD

Today went to Ming's birthday party at her house (:

I reached there before 12pm. Jocelyn and Oo Yong reached there earlier o_o We talked and gossiped a lot x)

Most funny and scary thing was Ming's daddy added alcohol in the orange juice. LOL! Those who came late didn't know about it at all. Haha xD

All the food was delicious! Thanks to Ming's mummy, her daddy, her bro and Ming of course! :D

We enjoyed a lot during that party, we laughed and played together :D We took picture with Gordon Teoh too! How lucky are we (:

I think Ming will write a lot in her blog. You can visit her blog at HERE.

Alright, I shall stop at here. See ya! :D

-1y8m19d-

❤ Missing you

Seafood!

2011-09-10T19:16:00.003+08:00

Hello! Sorry if I scared you. My photo look like a ghost. Maybe I should show you the photo which really look like a ghost :P Next time, perhaps.

Just back from Kuala Selangor for the seafood dinner (: Daddy decided go there suddenly. All of us were shocked when he asked us to take shower quickly. LOL!

Bro and I slept in the car AGAIN. We need no to sleep for tonight. Hate it!

We reached there within an hour. Sis called her friend, Teh to join us too. Daddy ordered vegetable, crabs, fish, lala soup and fried sotong (ma favourite!) :D

Anyway, we had a nice and delicious dinner tonight (:

-1y8m18d-

❤ Missing you

U-KISS - Neverland

2011-09-09T22:29:00.003+08:00

Today listened a song in Music Bank. The song was "WOAH!". Maybe because of the dance? You may listen to it too, if you feel free. Here is the video

U-KISS - Neverland

Hope you like it! :D

Once again, I had changed my blog's background today. Please give some comments for me (:

-1y8m17d-

❤ Missing you

New background!

2011-09-09T10:42:00.001+08:00

Finally I created a new skin for my blog! :D How was it? Nice?

I love Khuntoria a lot! Thanks why I used their wedding photos as my blog's background (: They're such a sweet couple! Even though they're fake couple ):

I wish they could be real couple in real life.

p/s: I don't think the 1st song is suit for this new background =x but this song was quite nice to sing xD

-1y8m16d-

❤ Missing you

Thinking

2011-09-08T16:16:00.002+08:00

Hello again! Don't know what can I do, so I just online and update my blog (: Don't feel like want to play the game anymore xD

I was thinking that maybe I should change my blog's background. Hmm...? I want to change my background to something relate with Khuntoria! But I'm lazy to make the background myself ):

Last time I made it myself and my eyes going to pop out! o_o Arghh... I really want them as my background )':

Time flies. Need you ❤

-1y8m15d-

❤ Missing you

Hello!

2011-09-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

Hello! Finally I update my blog. LOL! My blog is going to rot just because I had no update it for a month I think x)

Actually I want to update everyday but I'm lazy ):

I'm having my 3 weeks' sem break after final exam. I don't know it was short or long? It was short because I can't even find a part time job, most of them need the workers to work at least 3 months. It was a long sem break because I don't know what should I do in the house! ):

Before the sem break started, I decided to cut down my weight within that 3 weeks! I failed to do it. Arghh! Then, today mummy suggested that maybe I can do exercises everyday before I'm going to bath. Most of the Pisces are lazy. Yeap, I'm saying myself.

Really hope I can wear those pretty dresses or nice shirts before Chinese New Year! I don't want to be a fatty!

-1y8m14d-

❤ Missing you

Competition day

2011-08-06T16:39:00.002+08:00

Today was co-cu day and we having our dancing competition at canteen 2.

Perlie and I reached school at 7am. We went to canteen 2 and wait for the others. Cathy called me and she said she was at the small park beside canteen 2, then we went there together.

Cathy helped all the girls make up. Really thanks her a lot! :D

We were group 15, and all the groups before us danced very very nice! When we saw their performance, our mood kept going down as we know we can't make judges to be excited and happy.

Our turn finally.

1st dance: Ball room dance. Everything goes smoothly.
2nd dance: Rock N' Roll. Faced some problems when changing the dress, but solved it in the last few seconds.
3rd dance: Indian dance. The worst dance! I can't wear the dress nicely and I did something which made me embarrassed! Darn! Everyone laughing at me ):

After we finished all the dances, I ran down from the stage and cried )': All my group members comfort me and hugged me. Aiks, sorry guys, I didn't make it well T^T

Conclusion: I did a bad job today and I have no face to see anyone of them ):

-1y7m13d-

❤ Missing you

Rewind: 5th August

2011-08-06T16:00:00.002+08:00

Yesterday class until 330pm then Perlie, Ai Jia and Li Fang went to cafeteria together, Shun Yi went to donate blood while we waiting her at there.

We had our lunch at cafeteria. Actually we want to try chicken chop and fish and chip because some of my friends said the chicken chop quite nice and it just cost rm5.50! O.O! If we eat at outside, mostly costs above rm10. Really cheap sia~ That's why we want to try, but... When we said we want to order chicken chop and fish and chip, the aunty said the chef didn't come today. WTH! ):

Then, we took bee hun with an egg as our lunch. We heard other people want to order chicken chop also, but the answer still the same "The chef didn't come today".

We leave cafeteria at 5pm after Shun Yi and Li fang finished their discussion about the performance. Then, we walked to their hostel. Shun Yi painted my nails (: Thanks a lot!

When 645pm, we walked to sport complex for our dance practice. We practice tills 830pm and we went to canteen 2 to see the stage. We want to try on the stage but some of them using the stage. When we were trying to dance beside there, the seniors suddenly said :" you all want to use is it? then use it, but only one time" -.-

The stage was quite small, so we can't practice nicely and we started discussing how to solve this problem, suddenly a guy shouted :"you see! They discussing on the stage!" WT*! Damn angry.

We stopped discussing and started to dance. The girls in front of us were our seniors, I dislike them also, not only me but all my group members.

After we finished, we just walked out and discussed again until 9pm.

-1y7m13d-

❤ Missing you

Rewind: 1st August

2011-08-06T15:37:00.002+08:00

The day after the flash mob, me and bro went to KLCC with sister as she doing her part time job in PC expo.

We reached KLCC about 10am, sis went into the hall and left both of us. I told my bro we need to go from up stair only can go Hall 1, but he doesn't want to believe me and said we should go to the Hall 1 counter there. So, we walked to the end of the building and found a information counter.

Bro took a "passport" and a map for treasure hunt thing. I took one for mine too. We started to discover the things as we still have to wait for 30 minutes. The last 15 minutes, the guard at Hall 1 said we should go to up stair's hall 1st only can come for the Hall 1. LOL! We went back to the place again and went to up stair.

While waiting for entering the hall, I saw a cute baby, I think he was around 3 or 4 years old. He was very very very very cute!! I played with him for few minutes XD! His daddy saw the situation too :P Before entering the hall, I said byebye to the small baby, but he said byebye to the uncles in front of me. LOL! Cute sia xD

I kept told my bro that the baby boy was so cute, and he gave me a " -.- " face. Lala~

We walked in there quickly, because we want to get at least 10 cops for the treasure hunt x) We were fast and we done the missions within 30 minutes?

We thought we will get a big prize but no! ): Disappointed. We went in to the hall again and we walked slowly to see all the things clearly.

I think we just stayed in Hall 4 and Hall 5 the most as Hall 5 fulled with online games. LOL! Bro and I need to stay in there for 10 hours because we need to wait my sis finished her work! Then, we kept walked around and played the mini games for 8 times! XD

Conclusion: The "game station" peoples knew who we are also! As I broke the record (: and we played for 8 times x)

-1y7m13d-

❤ Missing you

Rewind: 30th July

2011-08-06T15:21:00.002+08:00

Quite a long time didn't update my blog, I want to update it but always no time for me to do it =x

Back to 30th July 2011.

I went to Amcord Mall with Shun Yi for the flash mob day. Quite a number of countries going to have flash mob at the same date and time.

We never been there before and we don't know where is the place, so we asked an Indian girl who sat at the bus stop. After we asked her, she gave us the answer "Sorry, I don't know also." LOL! Good answer. Then, we asked another aunty and she told us the building was just behind us. Faint. Sorry, we are new x)

We reached there about 11am and the flash mob start at 3pm. So, we decided to walk around in the mall and have our lunch at there.

We are a cup of ice-cream then we walked into the CD shop. There got sell Beast's album! But is Malaysia version. -.-!

After that, we have our lunch at MacDee. My shoes broke again. This was the 3rd time I broke my shoes. Ahh! Glad I still can walk.

Finished our lunch, we went to shopping. I chose 1 dress and 1 shirt for Shun Yi. She is toooo slim, that's why I can find the clothes or dresses which suitable for her (: She tried to find for me, but I kept said "NO" to her. HAHA!

Around 1pm or 130pm, we went to the park located beside the mall. Those people who participated in flash mob gathered at there. I thought there will be at least 1000 of people? But NO!!! Disappointed. I think around 200 people only. Damn -.-

Overall still ok lar~ They were good in dancing (:

When we want to go back, another side of my shoes broke -.- I feel want to scold bad words. Actually I want to go KLCC after that, but my shoes broke, so I called my mum and asked her to fetch me back. Shun Yi was going back to her hometown.

-1y7m13d-

❤ Missing you

Upset

2011-07-25T12:45:00.002+08:00

Just back from dancing practice. Mr Boni was disapponited. Everyone was disappointed because of our performance was not good.

He said our group is the worst. Haiz ):

Mood not really good again.

-1y7m-

♥ Missing you

Black High Heels

2011-07-16T16:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to buy high heels for my dancing competition. Sorry daddy because I had used up a lot of money ):

I like the high heels I bought even though it not really special. Other high heels quite nice but when I wore it, those high heels made my toes pain. This high heels won't make my toes pain and I felt comfortable (:

This is how my high heels look like. It is simple and nice, for me.

Brand: Viss

Side view

I still need to buy dress for competition too! Arghh! Hate sia. I'm going bankrup ):

-1y6m22d-

❤ Missing you

Presentation

2011-07-13T19:14:00.002+08:00

Today was my presentation day!

I think I didn't did very well for my presentation because I can't answer teacher's question nicely ):

Today was my bad day also. I wore sis's high heels. It's really "weak" sia -.-! I just reached school, the high heels had broken down. LOL! I tried to fix it when I reached the class, but it getting worst ):

I still have to stay at school until 5.30pm! Damn sia -.-! Glad I still can walk.

Now my toes very very very very pain. I don't feel want to go school tomorrow ):

-1y6m19d-

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Hooray!

2011-07-12T19:20:00.002+08:00

Hooray! I done my ME test! I can't believe that I knew how to do all the questions except one sub-question. Glad it just contain 2 marks. I'm sure that I will get higher marks than last time (:

I hate tomorrow!!! I'm going to die just because memorizing the presentation thingy -.- I had done memorized it (: But I still will forget. Arghh~ I scare tomorrow I will nervous until forget what to say ): Wish me good luck!

Panda! Fast come back! Need to tell you something!

-1y6m18d-

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High heels

2011-07-11T12:39:00.002+08:00

Today our dancing coach asked each group to practice and then show to him.

We were the 1st group. LOL! We practiced for 1 hour and showed to him, but he said not really nice and quite boring. He still said Perlie and I were quite slow ):

About 1030am, he asked us to sign our attendance and then we can go back. Before we go back, he told us we have to bring 3-inch high heels next Monday for practice. Damn -.-!

Have to buy 3-inch high heels. My money fly away again T^T

-1y6m17d-

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Revise!

2011-07-10T17:08:00.002+08:00

I can't believe that I will revise the same subject for 3 days! LOL!

This coming Tuesday I will have my microeconomics test. Damn difficult to score! My 1st test got low marks -.-

I bet the test next week will be difficult! Damn. I have to revise from chapter 2 part 2 tills chapter 4. Chapter 4 is a very long chapter compare to chapter 2 and 3. Wondering I can do well in this test or not. Our lecturer and tutor told us have 4 calculation questions which contain 20 marks! I must score in this! Urghh!

Friday night I revised Chapter 2 part 2, and yesterday I revised Chapter 3 and 4. Today I revised all. Made me headache -.-!

I have to do well in this test or else I will die in final exam ):

Yuffie! Jiayou! You can do it! :D

-1y6m16d-

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Bang wall!

2011-07-08T19:03:00.002+08:00

1 day updated 2 times. LOL! But I can't wait anymore!

I really want to bang wall after HE tutor told us that our replacement is on next Wednesday AND! we can't use power point for presentation JUST BECAUSE don't have the things for it. we ONLY CAN use PVC for presentation. Really FML! -.-

Tutor really put the replacement on Wednesday as I told Perlie the same thing. LOL! I can be fortune teller :P Next Tuesday we have ME test, so I have to study for my ME 1st until the end of the test only I can prepare for the HE presentation AND memorize the whole full-scape paper's notes! Damn -.-

I only have 1 day, not even 1 day but half day to memorize it! Grrr.... Hope tutor will give us higher marks. Or else I will really bang wall in front of her. LOL!

Study study study! Go!

-1y6m14d-

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IA test!

2011-07-08T09:51:00.003+08:00

Today going to sit for IA (Introduction to Accounting) test. Oh gosh! I'm still online at here and updating my blog. LOL!

I just read the basics things of IA and memorize the format of the statement statement thingy. XD!

Today our HE teacher, Pn. Ira will let us know when is our presentation day. I hope teacher won't arrange it at the same day with ME (MicroEconomics) test. Really want to bang wall now. My ME not that good. Last test I just score 27/40 ): The lowest score compare to 4 other subjects! Arghh!

Wish me good luck in IA test later (:

-1y6m14d-

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Gathering

2011-07-03T13:22:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had a gathering with my old friends at Green Apple, Aman Puri.

I wore a student type costume for the gathering

Thanks Ming Ming for fetching me. I'm the 1st passenger for her new Myvi. HAHA! Should be proud of that :P After that, we went to Hui's house to fetch her.

We reached there about 730pm, we are the last 3 persons arrived there =x

I ordered "Summer Mango" as my drink and I didn't order any food. All the food at there quite expensive o_o

This is Summer Mango.

p/s: the greenish things not nice to eat =x

Those who brought their cameras for the gathering, captured the photos crazily. Haha! Hui and I become more and more "perasan" :P

The only one photo that use my phone to capture

After a while, we went to another place to online. We sat at there for 10 minutes, 2 guys came into the cafe and sang at there.

The 1st song they sang quite nice. Hui and I quite shocked when the guy sang. How come they can sing until so nice? Yiish xD

We stayed at there until 1030pm, then we going home. Thanks for Ming Ming again for driving me home (:

-1y6m9d-

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Beast's concert!

2011-07-01T18:37:00.002+08:00

Today is Beast's concert!!! Damn! I can't go for it! So sad sia. I didn't get the ticket ):

Shun Yi was so lucky! She can go for the concert, I think she is screaming right now and feel very very very excited. LOL! Hope she can enjoy the concert (:

A very very very short post today (:

p/s: I have to work hard for my presentation. Jiayou! :D

-1y6m7d-

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Lunch time

2011-06-30T19:03:00.003+08:00

Today had lunch with Hui beside block R. Actually we want to sit at another place, but that place sat by others already ):

This was our food for lunch

Look like having lunch in the forest. LOL!

Here look like scary place x.x Perlie was playing her phone xD

Another side view. No one was there when I captured this photo (:

Really look like forest, right?

I will try take more photos about my college again. If I have the chance.

When think of tomorrow, I felt sad again ): Tomorrow ar~~~ T^T

-1y6m6d-

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Smile

2011-06-29T16:06:00.003+08:00

Quite a long time didn't post photo or pictures in my blog. I think this was my first time upload photo in blog this year (?) I can't remember.

Took this photo when I reached school in the early morning at 7am. No one in the classroom, no one at the floor, but me. Nothing to afraid because I'm normal with this. I'm look tired and look like force to smile.

Cried yesterday before I fall asleep. I'm in the bad mood and felt sad. Tried to be happy today. Yeap, tried.

Shun Yi kept countdown for the concert because she was so excited but I'm so sad and disappointed ):

Be happy and look forward (:

-1y6m5d-

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Sad and Disappointed

2011-06-28T20:37:00.003+08:00

Bad things kept happened on me today.

I didn't do well for my role play. I don't know what happen to me, but compare to last 2 weeks, today's role play was sucks.

I checked the website again today and I saw have the winners' list in there. I'm not one of the winner. I was kicked out from the competition. I lose. No more tickets for me.

Blaming myself all the time. Really sad. Feel disappointed towards myself. Useless me. Stupid me. Have a good chance for me and I missed out the chance. Idiot me.

-1y6m4d-

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1y6m ♥

2011-06-25T16:26:00.001+08:00

Chickenpox?!

2011-06-24T08:30:00.002+08:00

I'm back to blogging life! p/s: maybe just one or two days? HAHA!

My sis got chickenpox on Sunday and now, daddy, bro and me scare will get chickenpox too as 3 of us never got it before. LOL!

I kept praying nowadays that I won't get chickenpox because I quite busy with my tests and assignments starting from last week. I have to prepare for my competition in the 1st week of Aug. Before that I have HE (hubungan etnik) presentation. AND! Next Tuesday I have role play!

I really really really can't have chickenpox now unless I'm having my sem break. Unfortunately, my sem break is on Sept! Arghh!! Really hope chickenpox CAN "POSTPONE" to Sept xD!

-1y5m31d-

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Role play!

2011-06-15T18:48:00.002+08:00

I think I have no longer update my blog. LOL! Wondering should I delete it or not.

Tomorrow will have role play which is a practice for week 8's role play. Urghh! Going to be rush rush rush and rush.

Tomorrow (week 6) role play.

Friday (week 6) ME and HE tests.

Nest Wednesday (week 7) QS test.

Week 8 will be my another role play.

Week 9 IA test.

Week 11 HE presentation.

I feel want to bang wall seriously. Just finished 2 assignments and followed up with tests. Urghh! Not enough time for me! ):

Today I skipped my QS lecture class. This was my first time skipped lecture class after entered college! Oh gosh, a bad habit. I was forced to skip it as the lecturer not good in teaching QS. Last few weeks, I just do my things behind while she talking in front. When I listened to what she said, I felt sleepy. I can't understand what she teaching at all! I just do the tutorial questions behind the lecture notes and know what she talking about.

Perlie and I skipped the lecture class together. We went to library to revise for our Friday' tests. After we revised for 3 and half hours, we went to canteen 1 and bought Nips. We put our books, notes, pencil box etc in the library. We just put all the things at there and went to canteen. LOL!

After we bought the Nips, we went to a small park to eat. Before we sit at there, we saw Chiew Xue. She complained to us that she regretted to study A-level as other friends studied Form 6. I was quite shocked when she told me Kim had changed to study Form 6. No wonder I didn't saw her for quite long. Hmm....

Few minutes later, she went for her class and we went to the small park. Chit chat in the park for few minutes and we started worry about our things in the library. We walked quickly to the library and find our seats. Glad that our things still at there (:

After sat down, Perlie continue her ME's revision and I continue my QS's homework. Total 7 questions for chapter 5, but I used up few hours and just did 3 questions! Damn -.- But at least I still know how to do the other questions, just the question number 3, I leave it blank. LOL!

Next week going to join Group C QS lecture class. I don't want attend Group A QS lecture class!

-1y5m22d-

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Cha Cha

2011-06-06T20:20:00.004+08:00

Today just learnt new dance: Cha cha, but we just focus on Rock n'Roll.

Mr. Bony brought the radio and the music track. The music super duper fast. LOL! We can't catch up at all. We thought Mr. Bony teach us every steps of Rock n'Roll, but no. After we listened the music, he taught us "last step" again. Last week, he said that will be the last step, but now changed -.-!

3 "couples" in one group and dance together. We only have 10 minutes to practice. OMG! We are rushing to practice, but a couple kept did wrong. Glad that we are group 4, so we can observe other groups and we practice ourselves.

Even though we knew all the steps, but we still can't catch up with the music. I don't know we danced which step wrongly. When we watched a best couple dancing, finally I knew what happen. Mr Bony said we have to dance 2 times for each step, but when I watched the best couple dancing, only I knew that we have to dance 1 time for few steps. Mr. Bony ar~ Please give us the correct information, we still have to go for dance exam neh ):

-1y5m13d-

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Exam?!

2011-06-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

OH GOSH! EXAM!!

Let me make it clear, it's not our sem exam, but our dancing exam. Mr. Bony just taught 2 days and we going to have the LEVEL 1 (?!) exam after 2 weeks! WTH!

We going to learn 4 types of dance include this rock n'roll. So, means we will have another 3 exams?! Headache sia. I thought just only one exam and one competition. Aiks....

Hope we will pass our exam. lol!

-1y5m8d-

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Hmm...

2011-05-25T18:29:00.003+08:00

Before going to school, I was thinking a question: why I will choose accounting, but not food science?

Why?

I love this subject too. I should study this subject as I love food a lot?

Quite regret while thinking about this. A lot of question marks appeared above my head. Maybe I did a wrong decision? Maybe I should study food science? Maybe...

I can't change anything since I had registered and started my course for 2 weeks. It's too late for me to change my decision; it's too late for me to regret; it's toooooooooooooo late...

Anyway, I should move forward and work hard (:

Fighting!!!

-1y5m-

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1y5m ♥

2011-05-25T16:31:00.000+08:00

Dancing

2011-05-23T17:19:00.002+08:00

Quite a long time didn't update my blog, isn't? xD

After I started my college life, I'm getting busy. Huu... Have to take a long long breath. Tired.

Today went to college for curriculum. I reached college about 7am and my activity start at 9am. LOL! I was thinking what should I do at there for quite a long time. After that, I brought my IA's lecture notes along, so I can kill the time.

While I was reading and doing the questions, I received message from Kenneth. He asked me whether I'm at canteen 2 or not. Yeap, I was in the canteen 2. I tried to find where is he, but can't. After I sent a message asked where is him, I saw him. LOL!

He came and sat beside and we talked together. After a while, we saw Qing Rong. I think he can't see me even though I was just beside him. I shake my hand, then he saw me. Three of us talked about the courses we took and about the curriculum. Few minutes later, Qing Rong's friend came, don't know what's his name, but we still can talk with each other. His QS quite pro, he kept explained the QS things to Qing Rong, I was O.O!. Err hmm...Honestly, his face doesn't show that he is pro in study. Sorry~ =x

8am plus, Kenneth went to his class and left me, Qing Rong and his friend. I was doing nothing at there but listening their discussion about computer programming thingy? LOL!

A while later, Perlie came. After we talked with Qing Rong and his friend, we decided to leave canteen 2 and move to sport complex. When we reached there, we don't know where should we go, the doors were closed. Few people waiting out there. We just followed them.

A girl came forward and asked what activity we taking. We said dancing. She looks happy and we started to complain why we will choose dancing. Few minutes later, we saw Pui Yee and Winnie. Another girl joined us too. She is soooooooooo cute! =x

We walked in the sport complex and went up to the floor, but we can't find where is UA113. After that, we asked an Indian aunty who worked at there. She brought us to outside and showed us the way to there. LOL! Totally different.

We found the room, but the room was locked and we waiting outside there and start introduce ourselves.

9 something, an Indian (again?) man opened the door. Everyone was shocked and surprised. Same thing, everyone was hoping that our dancing teacher is another person, but...NO! After he opened the door, he asked everyone go in and put our bags beside. Then, he asked us to put the offer letter on the table too.

When everyone's ready, he asked us to jog! Oh gosh, I don't know we still have to jog! Glad not that the road not that long and the Sun is hiding xD

The dancing teacher called Mr. Bony. Cute name XD! He taught us how to dance rock n roll. Just 8 guys, so quite a lot of girls "became guys". I'm shorter than Perlie, so I'm still girl. This is my first time to be a girl in dancing or acting. LOL! Every time, I will be guy if there is no guys. I'm get use with it and now I have to become girl. Ermm...I will try my best.

We have to say "point step point step step step" while moving. Something like ball dance, I wish that we learn break dance or hip hop? LOL!

Anyway, I hope that our exam or competition day is another dance.

Hwaiting! <3

-1y4m29d-

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Few days didn't update =x

2011-05-14T15:24:00.003+08:00

I want to update my blog yesterday, but blogger was down. Quite a lot of people complained about this.

Yesterday I had a class at 8am to 10am. When I reached college, I walked around in there and explored the shortcut from our lecture hall to library and SBS block.

About 730am, Vinnie came. We were chatting for a while and saw a guard unlocked the door. I asked Vinnie want to go in or not, she said she was scared as no one go in too. I asked her to accompany me. I opened the door, no lights in there, I have to go down to switch on the lights. Vinnie said she stands at the door to let the sunlight go in, so I can find out the way go down.

After I switched on the lights, we find our seats and sat down. Mean while, our classmates came in. LOL! All waiting for me to switch on the lights? Hmm...

Pui Yee came about 750am. I saw her and asked her to sit beside me. So, she won't be alone too. Vinnie, Pui Yee and I are lonely before we meet each others. LOL!

Pui Yee told me 13 May start online register for our curriculum and she said some of them waited until 2am just to register. WTH! 2am?! The bad new is she said mostly all the places had snatched by them. Damn! Why we have class today?! Arghh!

10am. We ended our lecture class and I brought both of them to office. After that, I called my mummy to fetch me. I waited at there for few minutes, mummy called back and she said she can't start the car engine, she don't know what happened. HUH?! Why in this time?! I should accept Vinnie's invitation to Cyber Center and register it! Regretting.

I waited until 1045am, mummy called back and she said still can't start the engine and daddy still busy working. She asked me wait at somewhere first. I'm going to scream out loud that time.

I walked back slowly and thinking where I should go. Cyber Center? Library? Canteen? At the end, I chose library. I brought my IA tutorial question to library and found some reference books. But helpless, the books didn't mention how to do it. Most of the time I was dreaming. I saw Man Yee, she came to library too. She said she came to college to meet her lecturer.

11 something, daddy called me and said he on the way to college. I packed my things quickly. Man Yee smiled and said:" so busy." LOL! After that, I walked quickly to main gate.

When I reached home, Vinnie sent me a message about the curriculum almost full, have to register faster. I don't know why every time I'm busy, a lot of people sure find me that time. Wondering why.

Quite depressing when choosing my curriculum. No tennis, gym workout no places. This full that full. At the end, I only can choose temporary dance. Pui Yee chose that too. She quite happy as I can accompany her. LOL! Should I happy? Or sad? Nah, I can't change anymore. Just accept it.

Nowadays happened quite a lot of things. Depressing. Like what Panda told me," Just let it be". Yeap, just let it be. But why every time I had forgotten this, another problems appeared again. I don't know why. My challenges? I have to face the same things until I solve it, right? I will solve it.

-1y4m20d-

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First Lecture Class

2011-05-10T18:28:00.003+08:00

Today is my 1st lecture class at 2pm, but I went out from my house at 12pm because I need to go office and I need to find where's my lecture hall. LOL!

I reached college at 12.20pm and went to office straight away. yesterday, the officer asked me to go back to office at 2pm, but I went there earlier. Glad he didn't say anything. XD

After that, I tried to find where's my lecture hall. I don't know where I am. I get lost. LOL! I walked here and there but still can't find the building ): But I managed to find it before 1pm. I sat at there for an hour.

While I sitting at there, a girl walked towards me and sat beside me. Hmmm... We start chi chatting :D Her name is Vimnie. Special and cute name, just like her (: She told me she was alone as her friends not in accounting course but A-level.

We chatted outside the hall for 45 minutes and went inside there.

Our lecture class ended at 4pm and we walked to main gate together (:

Miss Lim asked us to do the tutorial works before enter the tutorial class next Monday. For those who have their tutorial class on Monday, they have to answer the questions on paper before they got the question papers.

I did few questions and don't know how to do anymore. Miss Lim didn't teach us how to do it. I checked the book, but still can't find it. Wanna cry T^T Maybe I can discuss with my friends :D

Tomorrow have to find another place again. Hope I won't get lost. XD

-1y4m15d-

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Far ):

2011-05-08T18:48:00.002+08:00

Just now I checked my timetable. I will have my lecture class at DKB and DKABB. I thought DKB and DKABB are near to DKC and DKD, but no.

I checked the college's map. Really OMG. DKB and DKABB at different place. One at west, another at east. DKC and DKD are just next to each other.

I feel want to shout as I scare I will get lost on Tuesday. I never go to DKB and DKABB before. Maybe this is my chance to know my college well? So, I wont get lost next time? What a good chance -.-!

I checked other groups' timetables too. Group A and B will have the lecture class at DKC and DKD. But why Group C will have lecture class at DKB and DKABB?! WHY?! WHY?!?!

This week will be a good chance for me to do exercise too. LOL!

-1y4m14d-

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Group C

2011-05-06T17:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday Perlie and I went to college to make our id card. I went out from my house at 730am, but reached Perlie's house about 930am. You must be thinking: why need 2 hours?! Just 15 minutes can reach her house but used up 2 hours! Ask the government. I'm wondering whether they will arrange the schedule or not. How can they construct the bridge at that busy time?! Lot of people late for works, lot of students late for school too!

Actually I planned nicely. 730am go out from my house, 745 will reach Perlie's house. After that go market with my mummy first before going to college and we have to buy our breakfast and lunch. About 830 will reach college. The government spoilt it. Thanks a lot! -.-

We reached college about 10am and we went to cyber center straight away. Really OMG. Quite a lot of people queue up at there to make their id card! We saw Oo Yong, Myon and Kenneth when we can queue inside the building. I asked them they waited for how long, they said 2 hours. Oh SH*T! 2 hours again!

While we queue up at there, quite lot of funny things happened. We can't stop gossiping and laughing. I think some of them will thought both of us are crazy? Nah, whatever. XD

We used up 2 and a half hours to finish the process. We skipped the first class. Next class on 2pm. Before that we went to library to register and we went to the hall. We just stayed at the hall for a while and we decided to go out from there. LOL! Lecturer talking about those past things, something like "mind mapping". We moved out from there, and went to SBS block. We saw quite a lot people around there.

A school staff put something on the notice board, our timetable. The staff asked us what course we taking, we said "accounting". The staff told us we have to wait next Thursday only know which group we are and the timetable on notice board just for next week. I think both of us are too nervous about it, we kept thinking the time crash with the time we registered for library.

We trying to write down the timetable, but quite difficult, we can't understand the timetable at all. So, I used my phone and captured the timetable. LOL! Few of SBS students saw I did it, they followed me too. HAHA! Finished captured, we ran to library and try to copy down. But... I messed up. I forgot which one is Group A, B and C. Damn. Daddy called me at that time, he said he coming to fetch me back.

When I reached home, I try login to Intranet Student in TARC website. I found our timetable and I saw something surprising. Above the timetable did wrote: Students with surname A-K (Group A), Students with surname L-T (Group B) and Students with surname U-Z (Group C). WTH! That time we still thinking we should join which group!I'm quite sad. I'm alone in Group C. Others in Group A and B. Mostly are B :(

Hope that I will know and meet some new friends next week :D

-1y4m12d-

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Orientation

2011-05-03T19:06:00.002+08:00

Today is the orientation day. I went there early. Hui and me reached there about 12 plus.

Actually we want to make student card first, but we lost. LOL! We asked our seniors where is the cyber center, and one of the senior brought us to there. How kind are them (:

We reached cyber center and prepare to make student card, but there is full of people, so we didn't make it. Faint. So we decided to go college hall.

When we reached there, quite a lot of people queue up at there too. We saw our ex-schoolmates too (:

We got our school t-shirt and file. One of the senior announced that we have to change our shirt to school t-shirt that we got. After we changed our shirt, we queue up to enter the hall.

We sat inside there from 2pm tills 5.30pm. Butt and legs damn pain sia ): Heavy rain outside before we go back. Glad we brought umbrella :D

Tomorrow have to go college again in the morning. Arghh~! My legs~~~ T^T

-1y4m9d-

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Royal Wedding: Will & Kate

2011-04-29T20:32:00.003+08:00

Watched the Royal Wedding on tv. Both of them damn sweet!

My mum watched it from 3pm tills 730pm. She must be sad because can't see the "kiss part".

Stay sweet forever!!! ♥♥

-1y4m5d-

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I need a bag

2011-04-28T21:03:00.002+08:00

I need a bag T^T

Last few days saw a bag, big enough but it can't carry too much of things. ): Today went to Selayang Mall with daddy and bro as both of them have to cut their hair and mummy asked me to help her buy something.

I walked around at there, but still can't find the bad I want. Sad sia ):

Before going back, daddy bought ice-cream. Mango peach is the best!!! Love it :D

-1y4m4d-

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朋友

2011-04-27T18:08:00.004+08:00

还记得你曾经问过我的问题吗？

☆金钱与朋友，你选择哪一个？☆

我的答案：

★朋友★

这是去年某月的星期五，下课过后的那一节课。我们之间发生了某些事情，当你问我 “为什么” 的时候，我们... 哭了...

现在轮到我问你了：

◇对你来说，我是怎样的朋友？◇

不用急着回答，反正还有很多时间。
慢慢细考再回答我的问题也不迟。(:

这个月发生太多的事情了。
封闭自己、尽量让自己脱离现实的轨道、让自己远离任何人、让人家恨自己...
连我也怀疑自己是否患上了忧郁症，还是我是个丧心病狂？

逃避是无法解决任何问题，不是吗？
越是想要逃避，问题就累积得越多。
这就是我的结论。

无论我是个让人喜欢或是讨厌的朋友，我就是我。
我活着并不是为了取悦别人。
每个人都是这样的想法，你何尝也不是？

累了就让自己休息...
休息够了，就继续那充满挑战性的旅程。

我要继续冲刺！:D

Happy birthday to Phren

2011-04-25T22:42:00.003+08:00

Just back from Phren's birthday party. We celebrated at Station 1 Cafe.

Everyone reached there about 8 plus. A while later, we brought cake out. We sang birthday song to him. He blew the candle and cut the cake.

I ordered iced lemon tea. Before finish the drinks, I ate the lemon slices. lol! I love lemon lot. I should say, I love sour food a lot (:

Everyone went back about 10pm and I called my sis to fetch me. Sis reached there about 1020.

Simple birthday party as they had celebrated yesterday.

-1y4m-

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安慰我 ):

2011-04-25T10:05:00.001+08:00

情绪化

2011-04-23T10:42:00.002+08:00

最近有点情绪化，和芯一样 ):

我为很多事情而情绪化，你呢？

我的确很讨厌这样的自己，根本不配我的性格（？）还是我原本都是这样（？）一切都是我装出来的吗？

以前，不开心的时候都脸挂笑容；开心的时候也是笑着。我现在是伤心还是开心，我也分不清楚。因为这样而搞得自己很糟糕，搞得自己很情绪化。

我想要变回原来的我，原本开心的我，原本没有烦恼的我，原本......

自己的生活圈子变小了。彩色的世界渐渐变成灰白，再变成黑白。最后，我的世界会是黑漆漆的吗？我不知道......

):

2011-04-22T22:25:00.002+08:00

Few days didn't update my blog. Quite busy helping mummy to shape those rubber. Today or tomorrow can finish shape it, but my fingers damn pain now. I can't bend my fingers, I can't take something or hold something heavy. It's hurts! ):

Tomorrow have to do house chore as usual, but my fingers became like this, I'm wondering how I'm going to finish everything in time. Mummy said have to clean and wash the fans. Hope can done faster, so I can take a nap x)

Sister never help me to do house chore when she started her training. After she start training, I found that I have no time to rest. I have to wake up early to wash clothes, I have to laundry, I have to collect clothes in the noon, I have to fold them all, I have to iron my bro's school uniform, I have to prepare dinner..... Arghh! Damn. I try to wake up late on Sunday, so sis will be wake up early and wash the clothes. NO! She wakes up later than me! I wake her up, but still the same. After I done washing clothes, she only get down from upstair. I have lot things to complain. I will just forget it and normal with this kind of situation.

Daddy said Sunday have to be volunteer to help his friend to sell things. He said we have to go out from our house at 6.30am, means we need to wake up at 5am! )':

-1y3m29d-

❤ Missing you

Prince of Tennis

2011-04-18T22:22:00.002+08:00

I watched back Prince of Tennis. Hmm.... Last time I watched POT was 5 or 6 years ago. Quite a long time.

I missed this anime lot. I found it in PPS and watched it. There wrote total episodes of POT is 195. A lot right? But I watched tills 119 already. HAHA! I'm quite crazy in watching drama and anime. I can finished within 2 or 3 days if the total episodes are about 20 - 30. I admit that I'm really crazy.

Novel. I can finish it within 1 or 2 days. Faint. Wondering I remember what's the novel about or not. Yes, I remember :)

Today weather damn warm. I perspired for lot times. I want cold drinks. I want water. I want air-cond!

Rain God, I need YOU! :(

-1y3m25d-

❤ Missing you

I'm the chef today!

2011-04-12T18:14:00.003+08:00

I'm the chef today. Woots. Be proud to myself x)

5pm. I went to prepare all the ingredients. I washed "Lala". Not that kind of Lala zai and Lala lui. xD! It's smell bad before wash it. I hate it! The lala meat quite soft XD! If you don't like, you will feel it's disgusting. I washed few rounds for it and make sure no more sand (:

After that, I helped mummy to wash shrimp to cook one vege.

Done one dish and continue with another. I don't know what's the name of it. LOL! But I still can cook well as I never cook that vege before. Mummy taught me how to cook that. Like put what first, and follow up with what. xD Everything goes smoothly (:

I can't wait for the dinner today! Damn. I'm hungry now ):

-1y3m19d-

❤ Missing you

Bored

2011-04-11T18:57:00.002+08:00

Today went to Public Bank to open an account at there.

The girl who helped me quite funny. She thought I'm still below 18 years old.

She: You can't have your own account and you need your parent's I/C to open the account.
Me: Can I make debit card?
She: No because you still under age.
Starting I still nodded my head, a while later, "?" appeared on my head.
Me: Huh? Why I'm still under age? I'm 18 this year."
She was shocked and looked at my I/C again.
She: Opps. Sorry. Okay, you can get a debit card.

My mummy still laughing at me. LOL! I'm look so young? xD

After I got my own account at Public Bank, I changed my password at ATM machine.

I found that these few days I'm quite easy hungry, I don't know why, maybe I have cereal with milk in the morning? Or I'm really hungry? I have no idea.

-1y3m18d-

❤ Missing you

讨厌利用我的人

2011-04-09T11:34:00.002+08:00

讨厌那种利用我的朋友。后悔有你这种朋友．．．

有事情的时候、要我帮忙的时候，你就求我、对我好。

没有事情的时候，你就当我不存在，讲我的不是。

你这么厉害就自己做啦！干嘛还要求我？找我帮忙？

根本是要利用我，而和我做朋友。

我真的受够你了！我不是你的佣人！也不是那种让你呼来唤去的人！

有钱就厉害了吗？有钱就可以使唤人吗？

像你这种狗眼看人低的人，不适合做我的朋友！

你听着，我根本不稀罕你这种朋友！

KLCC with Manda ♥

2011-04-06T19:45:00.002+08:00

Today went to KLCC with Manda, my old best friend! We knew each other since 8 years old (:

I went out at 1015am and reached LRT station about 1045am. Manda reached there earlier, quite sorry to her because she need to wait me for 15 minutes like that =x

She changed a lot, but I still can recognized her (: I bought the ticket to KLCC, after that we went to wait the train came. We chat a lot while waiting the train. We got lot topics to discuss about.

Reached KLCC! We moved to the theater. We tried to find some nice movies, but no. At the end, we chose to watch "Sucker Punch". LOL! Inside there, I think just about 10 people watch it. If talk too loud, they could hear it. xD Finished the movie. Conclusion: Not really good, but not that bad also.

We went to have our lunch at food court. We ate asam laksa (: My favourite ♥

After that, we went to Kinokuniya. I'm trying to find the novel that my sis looking for, but sorry sis, I couldn't find it. We walked quite long in there and talked a lot too! xD

About 3pm, we went to buy something to eat and going back.

We reached the LRT station at 345pm. I'm waiting daddy to come, but daddy called me and said he got something on suddenly. I tried to call mummy, but she didn't pick up the phone. Faint. I got no home to go back.

4plus. Mummy called me and I told her daddy can't fetch me as he got something to do. So mummy came and fetch me.

I reached home at 5pm. I bathed and online a while and iron bro's uniform. After that, went to help mummy to prepare dinner.

-1y3m13d-

❤ Missing you

不哭``♥

2011-04-05T15:08:00.003+08:00

说好不哭了...

可是眼泪还是流了出来...``♥

弟弟还蛮识趣的，他察觉到了吧？

停下所有的东西，到房里打游戏机...

让我大哭一场...``♥

没有任何声音地哭泣着...

躺在床上一面想、一面哭...

面对一次又一次的失败，我受伤了...遍体鳞伤...``♥

试着不与任何人来往，可是我做不到...

一个又一个地问我结果...``♥

笑着回答...

心揪着...

眼泪掉了...``♥

成功者问失败者的心情是如何？

骄傲的？谦虚的？嘲笑的？还是讽刺的？

我不知道...``♥

抱着兴奋与期待的心情等待成绩...

失望了...

又一次的失望了...``♥

天空哭了...

在这么炎热的天竟然下雨了...

为我哭泣吗？

我流干了眼泪，哭不出来...

谢谢... 帮我哭出我的不甘心....``♥

hate the weather

2011-04-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

Hate this kind of weather. Nowadays the weather getting warmer and warmer. I keep perspiring. Hate this. Rain God, where are you? We need YOU badly ):

The weather made me moody also. Just no mood to do anything because of the weather. I can't sleep too. Arghh!

Tomorrow is coming. I'm scare. I'm nervous. What should I do? What if really become like that? Hope I can sleep well tonight. *pray*

-1y3m11d-

❤ Missing you

Movie Day

2011-04-03T16:46:00.004+08:00

Today went to Kepong Jusco and watched movie with sis and bro (:

We watched "Hop". A cute bunny. Haha! Actually we planned to watch 2 movies as we thought we can watch "Rango" at 1150, after that is "Hop". But when we came out from house, there was a terrible traffic jam! Road block again. Hate it!

We stayed in the traffic jam for 10-15 minutes. When we reached Jusco, it's about 12pm. So, we just bought the tickets to watch "Hop" at 2pm.

We got nothing to do and bro said we should go for lunch. We walked and walked and walked. At the end, we chose Sushi King. Actually I chose a set meal and it's kinda cheap. When I see properly, it wrote "kids meal". WTH! And I changed to Japan Curry Chicken. LOL!

After had our lunch, we went to play for an hour. Sis said when 1.45pm we walk to theater. When 1.30pm, sis and bro played shooting game. LOL! But not bad, they just used up 15 minutes to clear all the missions. Faint. They can go for Guinness World Record. LOL!

2pm sharp. We bought popcorns and 2 mineral water before go in there. The movie end at 3.40pm something and we went back home after it.

*The weather damn hot today!*

-1y3m10d-

❤ Missing you

Sweep Grave

2011-04-02T21:05:00.005+08:00

Today went back to hometown at 5.30am. I didn't sleep at all! LOL! I can't believe that I can stay up for this late and I got panda eyes after it ): Thanks to my panda again for staying so late to accompany me (:

After prepared everything, we get into the car. I start sleeping in the car. Daddy drove quite fast, he used 2 hours to reach there. LOL! I just slept for 2 hours. We had our taste not good's breakfast only went to the place to meet my uncles and aunties. This is the first time they wait us at there. Unbelievable. Every time we are the one who wait for them.

*skip all the parts when sweeping graves*

The weather is damn warm. I hate the weather. Finished swept the graves, we heading to church's graveyard to pray another uncle.

Done everything, we went back to grandmum's house. I slept in the car again. LOL! Just a while we reached there.

After I bathed, I on the air-cond and sleep again! I think I just slept for an hour, mummy called me wake up to go home (:

I sleep in the car AGAIN. Daddy stopped at Meloh. We yamcha, bought some fruits and food.

On the way home, I sleep again. Faint. Wondering I want to sleep how many times in a day. Before go home, we went to Serendah for our dinner. I can't sleep anymore after dinner. Too full. LOL!

Reached home. Cleaned everything, ironed bro's uniform and online! x)

That's all for today. See ya!

-1y3m9d-

❤ Missing you

Stay up late!

2011-04-01T21:57:00.002+08:00

Today gonna stay up late, maybe no need sleep? xO

Tomorrow going back to hometown at 5am. We need to go back for "sweep grave" (扫墓). Mummy knew I'm not going to sleep. LOL! Mummy knows me well (:

I took nap at 4.30pm tills 5pm and went to prepare dinner. After it, I took another nap at 6.30pm tills 7pm. LOL! Every time when I'm going to sleep more late, bro will come and call me wake up. Never mind, I don't feel want to sleep anymore. x)

Thanks to my panda because he said he will accompany me tills 3-4am. Love you! :D

-1y3m8d-

❤ Missing you

Warm x.x

2011-03-27T16:20:00.003+08:00

I hate the weather today! The Sun so big and make the surrounding so warm. LOL! Rain God, where are you? x)

Morning went out to Rawang for breakfast, after that went to Tesco to buy cereal and milk. 1 week didn't drink milk sia ): I found funny thing on the box of cereal. Not funny but useful information for me. HAHA! I can use that to cut down my weight :P Healthy way to cut the weight down (: I will try it if I really can study at Singapore. xD

MacDee as my dinner today. ARGHH! How I'm going to cut down the weight? LOL!

Tomorrow have to do house chore as last week mummy busy doing her work so I can't do house chore. Sorry to my friends because tomorrow can't join them to give the form to school. Sorry ya.

-1y3m3d-

❤ Missing you

1Y3M♥

2011-03-25T08:43:00.000+08:00

Happy or Sad?

2011-03-24T10:10:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I got my SPM result. I'm quite disappointed when saw it.

Those subjects that I very confident to score A became B. Those subjects that I think will fail or can't get credit became B. I don't know what I suppose to do. Should I happy or sad?

Sorry to Pn Syahida as she taught me malay for 2 years but I didn't did well in that exam. Sorry.

Sorry to Pn Shamirah. She put high hope on me to score A+ for her moral but at the end I just got B+. Sorry again.

Pn Kamaliah, thanks for teaching me English for 2 years. I thought I can't score in English but I did it. I got 3B in gce-o but you said you're happy that I did well in your paper except EST. If I score in EST too, I think it will be perfect. Everything just "IF".

Cik Raudhah, thanks for teaching me Add. Math. I can't believe that I score in Add Math paper. Yesterday didn't saw you in the school, can't tell you this good news. Thanks. Really thanks!

Pn Siti Hajar, my form teacher and Math teacher. I think you are the most happy teacher as I got A+ in math paper. LOL! If I didn't do well in Math paper, I think I will kill by Miss Ho and let you all disappointed.

Pn Fathiyah, I miss you a lot! But why you didn't come to hall yesterday? Sorry teacher, I can't score well in your paper ): But at least I got A and LCCI got 1 in account. Still not bad, right? (:

Pn Lim! My Chinese teacher. Pn Lim, I score B+ for chinese paper. I'm quite surprised with it as I thought I will fail it. No choice, these few days I had nightmare that I failed my chinese. LOL!

Pn Sathia. Ermm...Sorry again that I can't score well in your paper. I think you will show me a sad face if I tell you this ):

I didn't failed my Chemistry and Physics. I'm glad with it. (:

Overall, I'm not satisfied with my result. Bad result ever! Darn.

Anyway, last night really happy. I had dinner with my friends and we talked a lot. Just try not to think about the bad result. I will try if no one ask me about it again. Just please don't ask again! Or else I will scold bad words. LOL!

-1y2m27d-

❤ Missing you

Yam cha day xD

2011-03-22T10:26:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to yam cha with my classmates at bbs. I miss you all!

4 girls and 6 guys in the bbs "VIP room".

♥Girls:
Pooi See (the number 1)
Yee Ting (the funny girl)

Jesmine (the laughther)

Me! (the nothing. LOL!)

♥Guys:
Myon (welcome back!)
Beh (the B'day boy aka stanger xD)
Oo Yong (the driver :P)
Wei Ren (the laughter)
Choon Yen (the next class)
Bryan ah pek (the latecomer)

LOL! I'm wondering is it we booked the whole air-cond room. No one is inside there except 10 of us. About 11pm something, few of the people came in as outside was raining.

We talked lot of topic. Everything!

When the latecomer Byran came, he brought the cake inside and everyone was stood up and sang birthday song to Beh. He said this is the 1st time his friends celebrate birthday with him and he was there! *p/s: last year we did celebrated his birthday but he was not there because he was busy with something x)

Anyway, happy birthday to Beh the stranger again. LOL!

Tomorrow is the day! I'm quite nervous now. Hope I can sleep well tonight and won't nightmare! (:

-1y2m25d-

❤ Missing you

Back to blogging life

2011-03-19T12:32:00.002+08:00

I think I should back to my blogging life. I didn't update my blog since 2 weeks ago? Quite a lot things happened but I'm lazy to update it.

Last few days mood not really good, something bad happened on me. Cried for several days. Haha! I'm just like to cry. No choice. x)

Wondering when my bad days will go away. I need something to brighten my day.

I think I will talk like a dead people for these few days? Haha!

Will update my blog soon. I think.

Got it! :3

2011-03-09T19:57:00.002+08:00

Today went to renew my i/c too. I thought I photo on the i/c can smile. When I was sitting at there and waiting the photographer to capture it. When he said "ready", I smile too. But the guy showed me don't smile by using his hand. Wth! -.- I thought can smile? Dammit. Ugly!

After that, parent fetch me to take my license at Hui's house.Finally I got my license! Damn happy! But I don't know when I can start driving as mummy won't let me drive her car(?) xD When I saw my photo on the license. I feel want to bang wall. Another ugly photo. The photographer don't know how to take photo? My eyes was looking down! Grr.. I'm look like a fatty! I admit that. I'm a fatty.

Last few days, I was in the bad mood. Something happened on me. I don't feel want to update my blog just want to avoid rude words in my blog. LOL! I became more and more rude :(

I'm just hope everything will be fine! Please!

-1y2m12d-

❤ Missing you

Happy Birthday to Me ♥

2011-03-03T19:07:00.002+08:00

Yes, today is my birthday. 3-3 birthday :)

As what I said yesterday, no friends celebrate for me. BUT...

Thanks to my classmates and old friends!

Thanks all my facebook' friends too! Thanks for all the wishes :)

Thanks to my panda too! Love you ♥ :D

Thanks to my family for accompanied me x) Just now had a simple dinner with my family. Simple and nice :D

Nothing to write anymore. Nothing special also. Just a simple birthday and passed it quietly :) Really hope that can go out with my friends again. Missed those days we stick together and laugh together.

-1y2m6d-

❤ Missing you

Black

2011-03-02T16:14:00.002+08:00

I painted my nails in black finally. LOL!

I just feel want to paint it but I never think I will really make it. Last few days, one of my long nail had broken. Urghh...Damn sad. Just because of the stupid shoe! I should not try on it. Dammit. After went back to home, I cut all my long nails. Really sad ):

Yesterday I decided to paint all my nails black. After I painted it, I feel want to buy white one x) I hope to paint my nails white too! Maybe I will have that chance to try it? xD

I'm not a rocker, so the black color not really suit me. Or I should act a bit emo? Haha. Whatever. Just for fun :)

Tomorrow is my birthday. 3-3 birthday xD! No friends will celebrate it for me. Quite sad actually, but never mind. I still have my family and panda ♥ ;)

-1y2m5d-

❤ Missing you

1y2m♥

2011-02-25T10:48:00.001+08:00

Passed ♥

2011-02-22T17:09:00.003+08:00

Opps.. Quite a long time didn't update my blog :P

I'm damn happy! I had passed my driving test today!

I want to scream loudly but can't. Nicole was failed. She was sad and angry. The JPJ examiner aimed her all the time! WTH! Totally unfair! She almost pass the test and he called her go down from the car and take her form. She asked him why she will fail. The examiner told her,"kereta awak sudah mati engin." Nicole said "NO." Then he changed another reason. Damn examiner.

On the road there, she passed. The examiner treats her nicely! :) Not like the parking's examiner. My on the road's test quite funny. My examiner was a woman. Everyone scare woman as examiner because everyone said they will be strict. Quite stress when moved in the car.

I remembered to do everything: seat belt, signal, honk, the seat and mirros. BUT! I forgot to put down the handbreak before move. LOL! What a big mistake. The examiner scolded me :(

After that, everything was still alright. When we almost got back to the driving school, the examiner told me that she was sleeping while I'm driving. LOL! She never worry about my driving skill huh? She didn't scare I will crash on something or someone? LOL! She treats me nice too. Not that bad x)

After I passed, I sent messages to my daddy and panda ♥ I called to home and the line was busy. When I want to call back, mummy called to me. Woah! How she knows I want to call her xD I told her my result too :)

Tonight will have dinner outside. Daddy will bring us to somewhere to celebrate? LOL! Just simply dinner will do :D

-1y1m29d-

❤ Missing you

Happy Valentine's Day ♥

2011-02-14T18:10:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone. For those who are in relationship or single (:

Early in the morning received a post in facebook from panda ♥ Happy sia x)

Other than that, everything was the same. I did the same things everyday. Chatting and facebook. But today something different is I tried to search for more information about hostels and rental fees. I'm still headache with it ):

I have to make sure that the school accept me and then I can start to apply for hostel. I can't do anything now ): I counted the day which between tell us the result who get in the school and the day school reopen. About 3 weeks of it. Just 3 weeks for me to apply and find the hostel. Damn difficult. I will try my best to solve everything. I know I can do it x)

Mummy said tonight have to visit my grandmum at aunt's house. I don't like to go there. Don't feel want to say out the reason as it made me crazy and angry. It still make me scolded out lot bad words. LOL! I can't believe that I'm getting bad ); I'm becoming a bad girl now. I have to control my attitudes, my moods, my actions, my mouth and everything that will show out the bad things. I know it will be an impossible mission xD

Alright, post end here. Happy Valentine's Day again.

Love you~

-1y1m21d-

❤ Missing you

Killed by weather

2011-02-12T16:37:00.002+08:00

Just like what my title said, these few days the damn weather really kill me badly. I hate this kind of weather. Can you just rain? Yes, yesterday did rain but just a while. I think around 10-15 minutes. How short! Just let it rain longer. Please~

Today bro and two of his friends came to our house. 1 girl and 1 boy. They did nothing. so bro asked them to play mahjong. LOL! Bro asked me to play also because he need to teach his friend how to play. I think I bullied them? Not really. When I sat down, the little boy won first round. LOL! Second round onwards, my turn to win. The girl just won one round and others were mine x) I really no bully them x(

After played that 3 person's mahjong, we changed to played Lami. So, bro can play with us too. I don't really like it because the tiles I took not that nice :( At least I won 1 round. LOL!

We just played 2 rounds and bro said they have to go another friend's house already. So we cleaned everything and I just went up and played Sushido with mummy. She is pro in this game. Her id's level is 64 and she used bro's id to play Sushido tills level 124 something. Crazy right? I agree with it xD I think I bullied my mummy again. LOL! I kept won her non-stoply but she still got win me. Just few rounds =x

That's all for today. Bye!

-1y1m19d-

❤ Missing you

Roller coaster

2011-02-08T19:33:00.002+08:00

Nowadays mood keep changing. I have no idea why. Because of the weather? Or some other things else?

Did nothing for the whole day. Just accompanied mummy to pay the bills. After that having lunch together and went back home.

Today's weather damn warm. I hate it.

My dinner was special. Just only fish. Daddy forgot to buy again. Have to remind him next time.

-I want to chat with you. I want to be with you. I want to... Sorry for these few days. Mood unstable and make you moody too. I just want both of us be happy every time, but I failed to make it. Smile, okay?

-1y1m15d-

❤ Missing you

Gambling

2011-02-06T19:35:00.002+08:00

Today went out half day.

Breakfast with Nicole, Oo Yong, Myon, Wai Hau, Jiro, Wei Li, and Ray Quan in the morning. After that, Oo Yong fetch us to Myon's house and Myon was prepared himself for going back the camp :( We got ang pau from his mum. Thanks aunty! :D

Our next station is Xin Yi's house but she rejected us at the last moment. Everyone was angry because of it except Nicole and I. They said want to go my house but my parent were going out for breakfast that time. So, they changed place to Ray Quan's house.

Ray Quan's parent not around too. Then, guys gambling and girls doing nothing. LOL! Just 2 girls only. How sad :(

1 hour later, I called back to my house. I thought daddy and mummy reached home already but NO. They said they are preparing to go out. Quite embrassing actually.

We went to "Bosco" 's house and I found that my right shoe was "damage"!!! I'm trying to fix it but can't :( My favourite shoes. T^T

We straight go to Oo Yong's house and start gambling. Nicole was going home that time and left me at there. I was lonely. They played BlackJack but I don't feel want to play because feel no luck for it. Those guys said I was waiting for Lami when Oo Yong's dad asked me why I don't want to play. LOL!

Finally, one uncle brought a square table to Oo Yong's house and we start playing Lami xD
Just played 3 rounds, uncle told us his friends want to play. So we stopped it. I won rm13 in 3 rounds. Not bad, huh? x)

Yee Ting reached Oo Yong's house about 3plus and we went out for lunch after it.

After lunch, we continue gambling again. LOL! This time we played 4 or 5 rounds, I won 3 or 4 rounds for it x) Damn happy sia. I thought I will lose but no. I won in Lami and lose in BlackJack. LOL! That's mean I suit for mahjong. HAHAHA!

Sorry for no colourful post today. Lazy to edit it, forgive me ya! x)

-1y1m13d-

❤ Missing you

Home Sweet Home

2011-02-04T21:58:00.003+08:00

Finally I back from my hometown. I love my home so much. LOL!

Did the same thing everyday at there. Really bored. Glad sis got brought her laptop and we watched anime together :)

I got lot angpau from my aunts and uncles. Daddy and mummy gave big big ang pau to us also :) Love both of you! ♥

Reached home about 12pm something. Mummy's sis called her. She asked mummy whether want go to my aunt's house or not. Every year we will go to that aunt's house on the 3rd day of Chinese New Year, but this year changed.

We left our house about 3pm something. Daddy didn't follow us because he was sick.

Before going to my aunt's house, we went to buy medicine for my daddy.

We ate lot things at my aunt's house. LOL! Aunt gave us a lot of food to eat x.x One of my aunt said today will gain lot weight. HAHA!

Bro played ps2 and wii with my cousins and I be the audience.

We having dinner at there too.

My heart had broken by one of my aunt. Duh! Really sad when heard it! I hate it! Really hate it! Please stop calling me like that! I know what I was like, but no need call me like that! Just stop it!

-1y1m11d-

❤ Missing you

No internet :(

2011-02-01T22:39:00.002+08:00

I will go back to hometown tomorrow. No internet at here, no tv at there, no anything I love at there. NOTHING! :(

Now I'm trying my best to make my phone can connect to network without any charges. BUT! The stupid hotlink don't let me change. It keep appear "This service is currently not available. Please try again later." WTH! I tried lot lot lot lot times! Only one time success to get in another step, but at the last step there. It appeared the sentence again! AGAIN!!! Arghh!!!

I want to online, I want to watch tv, I want to do lot things. I want! I want! I want!!!

I will be crazy soon :(

-1y1m8d-

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Congrats to Jess Lee!

2011-01-30T23:46:00.003+08:00

Today is the final of the singing competition and Jess Lee got champion!! Good job! :D

I got nothing to say other than this. LOL! I shall update my blog some other days :P

-1y1m6d-

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Thanks Bestie❤

2011-01-28T13:47:00.002+08:00

I received letters and new year' cards from Nicole and Chloe within this 2 weeks. Thanks a lot, girls :)

I was touched when I received those letters. I don't know how to say out my feelings, but I really happy and touched. Thanks again!

I'm quite sad because I never send letters or cards since form 3. Maybe I should write letters or send new year' cards start from this year? Haha. I think I will write and send those letters when I study at Singapore. If the school of Singapore accept me. LOL!

Daddy back from China already and my grandmother went in the hospital on Monday. Happy and sad things happened at the same time but the most funny thing was daddy asked why we don't want tell him earlier. We said that our cousin didn't call to our home but called to daddy's phone for few days. LOL! Daddy angry until scolded them:" if I didn't pick up the phone for few days, why don't want call to the house's number?!" We think of the same thing actually x)

Mummy asked daddy when we want to go back to Jeram as my grandmother went in the hospital. Daddy said something funny again :" We go back earlier can cure her sickness? She take a look at me then can recover? Don't care about her. Wait I finish all my things first." LOL LOL LOL!! xD

Daddy bought an Iphone and mini n98i from China. Sis took Iphone and I took mini n98i. I want Iphone!!! Why the phone I used don't have wifi? Yiish. I hate it. But the Iphone that sis using got some problems. LOL! She can't call to anyone but can sms. Glad I took mini n98i? Opps. =x

End.

-1y1m4d-

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1Y1M ❤

2011-01-25T10:17:00.001+08:00

On and Off

2011-01-21T21:39:00.003+08:00

Nowadays the internet line was unstable. It drives me crazy all the time. I hate it.

Yesterday kept disconnected. Today happened the same thing but worst than it! Fu*k ==

Mummy asked sis to call to TMNet. She called it. A girl answered the call and sis told her what problems we're facing. The girl asked sis clicked this and that. In the end what happen? NO MORE CONNECTION!! WTF! If you don't know how to fix it, don't simply ask a person to click this and that or change the setting! DARN you!

No more internet connection after that. I was in the bad mood seriously. My face was black all the time. I went to living room and watched television. In the end, I slept on the sofa. When I woke up, my neck was pain. I think I twisted my neck.

Rested a while on the sofa and waited for the dinner. No nice movies or nice shows to watch. Bored! After dinner, I helped daddy to wash the aquarium. Then, I found a Chinese's movie called: A vampire admires me. Not really nice but it's still alright to watch as I just watched it to pass the bored time.

No more movies to watch after it. I walked up and down in the house. Daddy called to TMNet again. This time, daddy asked for technician to help. Everything goes smooth.

We got back our connection. Just hope that I won't disconnect again. If not I will become mad.

Sorry for my rudeness again. I found that I became rude. LOL! Sorry.

Panda comfort me when I was in the bad mood. When you're working still text me to comfort me. Thanks for staying beside me ❤

-1y28d-

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DDTank♥

2011-01-19T18:28:00.002+08:00

These few days just keep on playing DDTank. LOL! I found that I'm quite crazy with it. p/s: someone taught me to play and made me addicted x)

3 weeks more will be Chinese New Year. I'm going to be busy because have to clean the house.

1 months and more will be another cousin's wedding. I have to cut down my weight again but not now. LOL!

2 months to go and I will take my SPM's result. I'm quite nervous with it. I wish that my result is nice to let me get it the school at Singapore :) I realy wish to study at there.

This month tills the week before and after Chinese New Year will be busy and will gain lot weight again. LOL!

-1y26d-

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Saw

2011-01-18T20:21:00.003+08:00

I had changed my blog's background yesterday and I edited it today. Hmm... Still alright xD

Recently, I watched back old movie "saw" with my bro. LOL! It got 6 or 7 seasons. We watched Saw, Saw II, and Saw III. We are too crazy, huh?

It really disgusting and it's too gross, but I still love to watch it. I'm scary girl x)

ATTENTION: If anyone of you received an e-mail from "me", the mail about send money to "me". Please don't believe it! That's not me! Quite a lot of my friends complained to me :( Sorry about that.

Today argued with you. I was so sad about it. I just want both of us to be happy but not like this :( Everything will be fine after it, right? ❤

-1y25d-

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Shalala

2011-01-17T19:44:00.002+08:00

I have no idea why I put "shalala" as my title today. LOL!

I found that I was decided where to study and what should I do. The only thing I haven't decide is the course. I'm still thinking what course I should choose: Accounting, Accounting and Finance or Business Management.

I hate to do decision every time. I don't know why, maybe I scare I did the wrong decision and spoil up everything include my future :(

BUT!

I'm sure I did a good decision right now, however I haven't choose what course I have to study :)

Everyone was support me, my parent, my relatives, my friends and YOU, my ♥ one :D

I hope the school will choose me :) I really want to! Try to be independent and live without family and friends. I hope my old bestie, Manda will go to the same school I chose too! So that, we can take care each other and at least have a partner :)

Stop right here. See ya~

-1y24d-

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Fever

2011-01-15T20:57:00.002+08:00

I got fever started from yesterday night. I sat at there and can't move at all just because I was so cooled.

I awoke at 2.30am today. I didn't on the air-cond before I sleep, I just on the fan. I felt cool too. I rolled and rolled on the bed just because I can't fall sleep.

Finally I fell sleep without knowing and awoke AGAIN at 5am. Mummy came in my room and touched my forehead. She said like fire burning. She asked me to eat medicine and off the fan.

I perspired and felt better. I was so happy because no more fever! I was wrong :(

I bathed quickly and dried up my hair. I wore what mummy asked me to wear.

We went out about 8am. Reached there about 8.45am. We had our breakfast at there.

After breakfast and went back to cousin's house. But something goes wrong. I felt cool again. I wore jacket but still very cool.

Mummy and aunts asked me to drink more water. I drank and kept going to washroom. I hate it. When I came out from washroom, I kept shivering all the time! Alright, I tried to rest but can't. I was cool and tears kept dropping.

This situation didn't change tills 3pm. Cousin and sis brought me to clinic. I felt better after it and take a short nap. After woke up then ate the medicine. Actually I ate those same medicines in the morning at my cousin's house, but no changes. LOL!

I just hope I can get well faster :(

-1y22d-

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GANBATTE!

2011-01-11T18:49:00.002+08:00

Friday, Saturday and Sunday will be busy for my relative's wedding dinner and something which relate with his wedding.

Start from last Monday, I was trying my best to cut down my weight. LOL! 1 week and cut down 2kg. Not bad already. Just I hope this week I can cut down 3 kg. I know it is impossible, but I still want to try it x)

Mummy asked me to wear dress. After I stepped into secondary school, I never touch any dresses anymore. I hate to show out my thick thigh. LOL! Maybe when I was form 1 and 2, I was a fatty. Yup, I admit that.

Now, slim than before but I still think I'm fat and scolded by everyone. LOL! Maybe I'm too crazy in cutting down my weight? I think so. Anyway, after Thursday I will eat as usual (?) or maybe I will continue my plan to cut down my weight after Sunday :D

Good luck to me. LOL!

-1y18d-

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Salary x Sotong

2011-01-08T16:14:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to sis's hostel and stayed one night at there. I didn't sleep well last night :(

I think I'm awake all the time. LOL! When 6.30am, I get up from bed and took a shower. No heater just only cold water.

After sis bathed also. We went to MacD to have our breakfast. Actually I ate already when sis was bathing. I just accompanied her to MacD for breakfast.

Finished breakfast, we went to the book shop there to wait our boss. The boss said 7.45am wait at there, but boss came at 8am. =='''

Boss came and he said need to wait a while because he needs to photo-state the forms. Alright, we waited for him about 15 minutes or 30 minutes? I'm not sure. I just know that we went to the school about 9am.

We setup everything and wait for our "customers". LOL! We separated to 4 teams. First team were boss and his friend as counter; second team were one young guy and one young girl, they took the forms of St. John and BSMM; third team were me and sis, we took a lot of forms, all are fire-fighters, police, boy scout and girl guides. I don't know why the boss gave us a lot. Last team was a malay girl, she took 2 different forms.

We waited for so long and just got 2 pupils came our "stall". LOL! Others were went to second table and forth table. How sad :(

But about 10 or 11am. A lot of pupils came to our table suddenly. @@ Both young guy and girl and also the malay girl came and helped us. THANKS A LOT! :)

After that, no more "customers" until 12.30pm.

Boss asked us to clean everything when reached 12.30pm and we went back to the book shop :)

We got RM50 as our salary today. Not bad :D Just 3 hours plus. LOL!

Daddy came to sis's hostel and fetched us back. I'm really hate myself. I forgot to bring my retainer back! I realized that after I reached home! DAMN!

I told my mummy. She gave me a " == " face. I said tomorrow sis will go back to hostel, then I will take it back tomorrow as we will follow sis to her hostel too.

I'm really a sotong, huh? :(

-1y15d-

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