Royal Wedding: Will & Kate

Watched the Royal Wedding on tv. Both of them damn sweet!

My mum watched it from 3pm tills 730pm. She must be sad because can't see the "kiss part".

Stay sweet forever!!! ♥♥

-1y4m5d-

❤ Missing you

I need a bag

I need a bag T^T

Last few days saw a bag, big enough but it can't carry too much of things. ): Today went to Selayang Mall with daddy and bro as both of them have to cut their hair and mummy asked me to help her buy something.

I walked around at there, but still can't find the bad I want. Sad sia ):

Before going back, daddy bought ice-cream. Mango peach is the best!!! Love it :D

-1y4m4d-

❤ Missing you

朋友

还记得你曾经问过我的问题吗？

☆金钱与朋友，你选择哪一个？☆

我的答案：

★朋友★

这是去年某月的星期五，下课过后的那一节课。我们之间发生了某些事情，当你问我 “为什么” 的时候，我们... 哭了...

现在轮到我问你了：

◇对你来说，我是怎样的朋友？◇

不用急着回答，反正还有很多时间。
慢慢细考再回答我的问题也不迟。(:

这个月发生太多的事情了。
封闭自己、尽量让自己脱离现实的轨道、让自己远离任何人、让人家恨自己...
连我也怀疑自己是否患上了忧郁症，还是我是个丧心病狂？

逃避是无法解决任何问题，不是吗？
越是想要逃避，问题就累积得越多。
这就是我的结论。

无论我是个让人喜欢或是讨厌的朋友，我就是我。
我活着并不是为了取悦别人。
每个人都是这样的想法，你何尝也不是？

累了就让自己休息...
休息够了，就继续那充满挑战性的旅程。

我要继续冲刺！:D

Happy birthday to Phren

Just back from Phren's birthday party. We celebrated at Station 1 Cafe.

Everyone reached there about 8 plus. A while later, we brought cake out. We sang birthday song to him. He blew the candle and cut the cake.

I ordered iced lemon tea. Before finish the drinks, I ate the lemon slices. lol! I love lemon lot. I should say, I love sour food a lot (:

Everyone went back about 10pm and I called my sis to fetch me. Sis reached there about 1020.

Simple birthday party as they had celebrated yesterday.

-1y4m-

❤ Missing you

安慰我 ):

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情绪化

最近有点情绪化，和芯一样 ):

我为很多事情而情绪化，你呢？

我的确很讨厌这样的自己，根本不配我的性格（？）还是我原本都是这样（？）一切都是我装出来的吗？

以前，不开心的时候都脸挂笑容；开心的时候也是笑着。我现在是伤心还是开心，我也分不清楚。因为这样而搞得自己很糟糕，搞得自己很情绪化。

我想要变回原来的我，原本开心的我，原本没有烦恼的我，原本......

自己的生活圈子变小了。彩色的世界渐渐变成灰白，再变成黑白。最后，我的世界会是黑漆漆的吗？我不知道......