~Waiting~

I don't know what should I do. I asked help from my bro, he helped me but no changes.

I asked help from other friends, they can't do anything also. I just listened to their advises.

I'm scare. I don't know what should I do. I feel want to cry but I promised that I won't cry. No more tears from me.

You will late online today but I still waiting for you. I tried to be strong when you are not around. I tried.

I'm waiting.


-5m4d-

❤ Missing you

~2nd week END!~

Finally second week of exam had just end.

Woohoo~~ Don't know why quite relax already. LOL! May be because tomorrow don't have exam but next week need to work hard again. I will try my best :)

Today...Quite embrassed. Don't ask me what happen. I don't feel like want to say about it. Really embrassing x(

Want to stay late again. Haha! Want chat with you because last few days didn't chat much :"(

Gaming? Hmm...May be will play SA? Haha! Don't know why I want to play shooting game. Affected by my bro. LOL! He kept playing this type of games in front me every time. If you want to play can ask me play :D (but just only for today until Saturday)

Alright, want to prepare dinner already. See ya~~ :D


Have a sweet dream last night. ^^

-5m3d-

❤ Missing you

~给你~

渴望見你的心情
再怎樣傳達 也傳達不盡
滿腔的話語如果可以傳給你
我願邊唱 邊想著你

渴望見你的心情
再怎樣傳達 也傳達不盡
今夜想著的還是同一件事
那就是至今我仍然愛你...

見面只會說任性話而已
即使經常說得太過頭
成熟的你
也會笑著原諒我

對感到孤單的你
如果可以「早一點察覺」
如果可以「輕輕地、伸出手」
無論是「溫暖」還是「從今以後」
是否都能「兩人一起分享...」

渴望見你的心情
再怎樣傳達 也傳達不盡
滿腔的話語如果可以傳給你
我願邊唱 邊想著你

但願能夠回到那一天
除此以外我別無所求
今夜想著的還是同一件事
那就是至今我仍然愛你...

話語無法表達的感情
現在我想用這首歌傳達給你
滿腔的感情如果可以傳給你
我願邊唱 邊想著你

今夜再次仰望天空
月光照耀的那個地方
我願與珍愛的人一起漫步
永遠 永遠 陪伴身側

不要放開牽著的手...❤

~Secret~

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~For You~

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~Revision [[midnite]]~

Woke up at 4am for study history today. Actually I want wake up at 3am. I woke up at 2am and slept back until 4am. T^T

Sorry to typo king nia~~ Because woke up at 3am just want to wake me up but I still wake up at 4am. T~T You sure very sleepy today. My fault~~~ :"(

I still have revise for history. During the exam, I managed to do it. First time!!! Happy sia~~ =D But still have some questions don't know just follow my "logic" to write it. LOL!

Don't know what to write. Bla~


Where are you?? =(

-4m27d-

❤ Missing you

~2nd day exam~

Today...The 2nd day of exam. Everything is just fine except something. Don't feel lik want to say.



Tomorrow Mathematics. I put lot of hope for my math. Hope I can get 90% above, hope it won't hurt me so deeply. LOL!



Tomorrow have chinese class?? Anyone can tell me?? Faint. I'm waiting the answer from afternoon until now. @@

Leng Zai Typo King~~ We really don't want to talk with each other today?? Sorry for said that. I'm just angry and said it out. T^T



-4m25d-

❤ Missing you

~HATE!!~

TOTALLY PISSED OFF TODAY!!

F**K!! STUPID MONKEY!! GREAT!! YOU DID A GOOD JOB!! I HATE YOU!!!

Sorry for rude...Really bad mood now. After I back from tuition, I saw the cactus outside my window had ate by the stupid monkey! Still ate something outside there and those rubbish still outside. Grr...Really want to scold bad words!!

First time bad mood until want scold bad words to monkey. REALLY DID A GREAT JOB!!

Totally bad mood. Yiish!!!


Where are you? I need you now :"(

-4m23d-

❤ Missing you

~Jogging~

1st time jogging at Taman Metapolitan (don't know how to spell) LOL!

Woke up at 6am. Prepared all the things and waited for him. He told me he will come at 6.30am but at the end 7 plus then arrived. ==''' Glad I sms him, if not I waited at there like an idiot.

Then, we started to jog. I never jog for long distance plus I'm a noob of sport. He taught me how to control breathing while jog and told me what to avoid. He just like my coach. HAHA!

I agree that I'm really not good in sport. Just jog half of it then I tired already. I stopped straightly. LOL! He told me can't stop straight away. I can felt that if stop straight away, what will happen. I felt want to faint at that time. I tried to breath in and out and calm down myself. Glad nothing happen. :) Wondering if I told him I felt dizzy that time, what will he say. Scold me may be. xD

After a while, he no jog and walked with me. Thank you so much~~ And sorry made you can't jog for whole way :"( Wait next time I'm pro in jogging then accompany you jog for this long distance xD

We chat while walking. My face was red ==''' I hate it. He told me something about jogging again. Really can be my coach already. You can try to think for be my coach. XD

Finished jogging, we cool down our body and walked around again. He brought me to the place that have many small stones. Don't know what it call. We "massage" our foots at there. I love it! Quite syiok when stepped on it. HAHA! It means that I was healthy although I'm not good in sports. =P

After a while, we walked around again and leave that place. I will miss this place. My first time jogging at here. LOL!

We having breakfast together. Thank you again for treat me eat :D Finished eating, he fetched me back then said bye bye at that time.

Anyway, I'm tired. May be I will take a nap later or may be no. Haha! xP Alright, see ya~ =3


-4m22d-

❤ Missing you

~Thinking~

I'm thinking how to write the post with password. If anyone want to read this post need to type the password then can read it. I'm still thinking how. Anyone can teach me please? :D

Nothing special happen today. Just quite happy when having English class. Teacher do some revision with us of literature. Lot of funny things xD

Teacher asked what's the character's name and we gave strange' names. Totally different with the text and everything became very funny.


No arguement between us because I don't like to see you moody. I'm really sad to see that :"( Can you forgive me again?

-4m19d-

❤ Missing you

~Sorry ><~

Lot of teachers absent today. Went back to home earlier.

I did the same things again and do revision. Exam getting nearer. I need to do my best. You too. You never trouble me, you never drag my time. Please always know that =)

Tomorrow, lot of malay friends will not come to school. Our class will be silent? Hope so.

Nothing to say. Bye~


I've spoilt your mood last night, right? Sorry. Don't moody, I will sad :"(

-4m18d-

❤ Missing you

~Hungry~

Hmm...Said about school first. Ate a lot while at school. Don't know what happen to me, just feel want to eat and eat =X I think I will gain weight again. T.T

When back to home, I started to do revision. I continue revise the history. I finished revise but still forgot. ==''' May be the "story" not that interesting and can't give me remember it. Never mind. I still will try my best.

Finished history. I rest for a while and helped my mummy prepared dinner. I'm still hungry! LOL! So, when finished cook, I started to eat x) Mummy's cooking always delicious. Mine not bad also. HAHA! xP

Finished dinner. Continue online. Everything became very boring without you :( I took the moral's paper and memorise the moral' values. Actually, I'm not memorise, but I read. This just one of my style to study. Everytime before exam also like this. Faint~ So, don't learn from me, you will regret x.x

I shall stop at here. Ganbatte in doing revision again. I really hate exam. Yiish~


-4m17d-

❤ Missing you

~Revision~

Starting from today, I need to do revision for all subjects. Exam getting nearer, my time to die getting nearer also. LOL!

This Friday have 2 papers. Not important actually but just scare the teachers scold. xP Teachers didn't tell us which topic we need to read, so...Don't care it first. Still have more important exams coming after it.

Next Monday, celebrate teacher's day at school but I won't go to school for that day x) Nothing to do at there because just see some performances by students or prefects. *Last few years, all students who no related with the performance will lock at the block ==

Just finished reading literature, now reading history. Most boring subject. *yawn* Please wake me up if I fall asleep. LOL!


Jia you in your exam o~ ^^

-4m16d-

❤ Missing you

~Happy Mother's Day~

Happy Mother's Day to all mummy today =D

Having breakfast at MacDee in the morning. Daddy was not around because went for work :( So, just left mummy, sis and me ate together. Where's my bro? He still being a pig that time. LOL!

After breakfast then head back to home and continue laundry. Of course, bathing and online =)

Today, I changed my relationship status again. LOL! I think this time will lot of people ask me again. Especially tomorrow. @@

Start from tomorrow, it's my time for revision. Gonna die soon :"( Wish me good luck nia~


Felt happy today ^^

-4m15d-

❤ Missing you

~Leg pain sia~

Today woke up at 7am like that. If I woke up earlier, I can have Macdee as my breakfast. Never mind. I still have next time. xD

Saturday is the day for doing house chore. Not my rules, but my mummy's. Sometimes, we will ask mummy to make it next week, but mum will says something and make us can't reject her. We can't reject her because she is our mummy, right? xP

I accompanied my mummy to market in the morning. Then, we bought vege and some ingredients to make dessert. Long time didn't make and eat already. T.T

After that, arrived home about 9am. I continue online until 10am and started to do house chore.

Today we used up 2 or 3 hours to do it. Faint. My legs became so pain! I should sit more to rest my leg? But I don't want another spare tyre. LOL!

Hmm...Nothing to write already. So, I will continue to update my blog tomorrow. Tomorrow is Mother's day. I made a "pop-up card" to my mummy and daddy. I'm lazy to made another card to my daddy on Father's day, so I just combined 2 in 1. LOL! How lazy am I? xD

I'm still thinking tomorrow want to cook to my mummy or ask daddy to bring us go out to eat. Any ideas?


Without you, everything become so bored. I'm waiting for you. I'm missing you.

-4m14d-

❤ Missing you

~Late~

Today Hui and me were late to school. Huh?! Late to school? You all sure will think : how come Hui and me will late to school? Actually we are not late but have something happened...

I arrived at school about 7am. I saw Hui didn't wear sport's t-shirt. Then, she told me she forgot to wear and asked me can accompany her to go back her home and take it or not. I sure will accompany her. We are best friend neh~! xD

Then, we walked to the middle gate because there was near but the guard don't let us go out, so we changed to another way to go out from school. After we went out, we started to run and run. First time think that we are bad students in others' eyes because we ponteng? LOL!

We walked about 15 minutes then arrived Hui's house. Before that...

I still asked Hui :" Do you think someone who know us will saw us and stop and fetch us?"
She replied:" Don't kidding."

Alright. We arrived her house. I waited her. Then we started our "journey" again. We just used 10 minutes to run back to school.

Hui asked :" If now is the merentas desa, I think we will win."
Me said:" LOL! Ya, for sure."

Finally, we arrived our school. We still thought we will catch by those prefects and write down our names because we are late but no. We are glad for that.

We sat at the road where we always having roll call at there. My face red because i'm hot! Everyone asked us why we are late, then we just told them the truth. Cik Siah, you should be proub of us~~~ T.T

Story end. Bye xD


木头人~木头人~ ❤

-4m12d-

❤ Missing you

~Forgive me~

Sorry for long time didn't update my blog. I don't know what to write nowadays. ~.~

Actually nothing happen for these or last few days. Just went to McDonald having lunch with friends yesterday. Thanks to Oo Yong for treat me eat because I helped him do something. Thanks a lot. =)

Lot things to do, lot of projects but all done left the not important's project. LOL! Tomorrow will stay late at school because of chinese class. Huhu~ I need some time to relax my mind after this coming exam. Duh! Exam again! All of us hate it! It will use up 3 weeks to having it! Gosh! I will die deeply x.x

Don't know what happen to me again. Am I careless? Am I clumsy? Am I no take care good of myself? I don't know but I know I have some bruises on my finger, hand and leg ==''' Faint. Really don't know what happen to me. My parent, sis and bro also speechless when I told them I have bruises on my hand or leg or some where else. =X

Alright, nothing to say already. See ya~ =D


Having sweet dream last night but nowadays we kept argued. Wondering why. May be because of my bad-tempered. I want to mention that word again but I know you don't like to hear, so I no write it. Forgive me, can?

-4m11d-

❤ Missing you