Royal Wedding: Will & Kate

Watched the Royal Wedding on tv. Both of them damn sweet!

My mum watched it from 3pm tills 730pm. She must be sad because can't see the "kiss part".

Stay sweet forever!!! ♥♥

-1y4m5d-

❤ Missing you

I need a bag

I need a bag T^T

Last few days saw a bag, big enough but it can't carry too much of things. ): Today went to Selayang Mall with daddy and bro as both of them have to cut their hair and mummy asked me to help her buy something.

I walked around at there, but still can't find the bad I want. Sad sia ):

Before going back, daddy bought ice-cream. Mango peach is the best!!! Love it :D

-1y4m4d-

❤ Missing you

朋友

还记得你曾经问过我的问题吗？

☆金钱与朋友，你选择哪一个？☆

我的答案：

★朋友★

这是去年某月的星期五，下课过后的那一节课。我们之间发生了某些事情，当你问我 “为什么” 的时候，我们... 哭了...

现在轮到我问你了：

◇对你来说，我是怎样的朋友？◇

不用急着回答，反正还有很多时间。
慢慢细考再回答我的问题也不迟。(:

这个月发生太多的事情了。
封闭自己、尽量让自己脱离现实的轨道、让自己远离任何人、让人家恨自己...
连我也怀疑自己是否患上了忧郁症，还是我是个丧心病狂？

逃避是无法解决任何问题，不是吗？
越是想要逃避，问题就累积得越多。
这就是我的结论。

无论我是个让人喜欢或是讨厌的朋友，我就是我。
我活着并不是为了取悦别人。
每个人都是这样的想法，你何尝也不是？

累了就让自己休息...
休息够了，就继续那充满挑战性的旅程。

我要继续冲刺！:D

Happy birthday to Phren

Just back from Phren's birthday party. We celebrated at Station 1 Cafe.

Everyone reached there about 8 plus. A while later, we brought cake out. We sang birthday song to him. He blew the candle and cut the cake.

I ordered iced lemon tea. Before finish the drinks, I ate the lemon slices. lol! I love lemon lot. I should say, I love sour food a lot (:

Everyone went back about 10pm and I called my sis to fetch me. Sis reached there about 1020.

Simple birthday party as they had celebrated yesterday.

-1y4m-

❤ Missing you

安慰我 ):

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情绪化

最近有点情绪化，和芯一样 ):

我为很多事情而情绪化，你呢？

我的确很讨厌这样的自己，根本不配我的性格（？）还是我原本都是这样（？）一切都是我装出来的吗？

以前，不开心的时候都脸挂笑容；开心的时候也是笑着。我现在是伤心还是开心，我也分不清楚。因为这样而搞得自己很糟糕，搞得自己很情绪化。

我想要变回原来的我，原本开心的我，原本没有烦恼的我，原本......

自己的生活圈子变小了。彩色的世界渐渐变成灰白，再变成黑白。最后，我的世界会是黑漆漆的吗？我不知道......

):

Few days didn't update my blog. Quite busy helping mummy to shape those rubber. Today or tomorrow can finish shape it, but my fingers damn pain now. I can't bend my fingers, I can't take something or hold something heavy. It's hurts! ):

Tomorrow have to do house chore as usual, but my fingers became like this, I'm wondering how I'm going to finish everything in time. Mummy said have to clean and wash the fans. Hope can done faster, so I can take a nap x)

Sister never help me to do house chore when she started her training. After she start training, I found that I have no time to rest. I have to wake up early to wash clothes, I have to laundry, I have to collect clothes in the noon, I have to fold them all, I have to iron my bro's school uniform, I have to prepare dinner..... Arghh! Damn. I try to wake up late on Sunday, so sis will be wake up early and wash the clothes. NO! She wakes up later than me! I wake her up, but still the same. After I done washing clothes, she only get down from upstair. I have lot things to complain. I will just forget it and normal with this kind of situation.

Daddy said Sunday have to be volunteer to help his friend to sell things. He said we have to go out from our house at 6.30am, means we need to wake up at 5am! )':

-1y3m29d-

❤ Missing you

Prince of Tennis

I watched back Prince of Tennis. Hmm.... Last time I watched POT was 5 or 6 years ago. Quite a long time.

I missed this anime lot. I found it in PPS and watched it. There wrote total episodes of POT is 195. A lot right? But I watched tills 119 already. HAHA! I'm quite crazy in watching drama and anime. I can finished within 2 or 3 days if the total episodes are about 20 - 30. I admit that I'm really crazy.

Novel. I can finish it within 1 or 2 days. Faint. Wondering I remember what's the novel about or not. Yes, I remember :)

Today weather damn warm. I perspired for lot times. I want cold drinks. I want water. I want air-cond!

Rain God, I need YOU! :(

-1y3m25d-

❤ Missing you

I'm the chef today!

I'm the chef today. Woots. Be proud to myself x)

5pm. I went to prepare all the ingredients. I washed "Lala". Not that kind of Lala zai and Lala lui. xD! It's smell bad before wash it. I hate it! The lala meat quite soft XD! If you don't like, you will feel it's disgusting. I washed few rounds for it and make sure no more sand (:

After that, I helped mummy to wash shrimp to cook one vege.

Done one dish and continue with another. I don't know what's the name of it. LOL! But I still can cook well as I never cook that vege before. Mummy taught me how to cook that. Like put what first, and follow up with what. xD Everything goes smoothly (:

I can't wait for the dinner today! Damn. I'm hungry now ):

-1y3m19d-

❤ Missing you

Bored

Today went to Public Bank to open an account at there.

The girl who helped me quite funny. She thought I'm still below 18 years old.

She: You can't have your own account and you need your parent's I/C to open the account.
Me: Can I make debit card?
She: No because you still under age.
Starting I still nodded my head, a while later, "?" appeared on my head.
Me: Huh? Why I'm still under age? I'm 18 this year."
She was shocked and looked at my I/C again.
She: Opps. Sorry. Okay, you can get a debit card.

My mummy still laughing at me. LOL! I'm look so young? xD

After I got my own account at Public Bank, I changed my password at ATM machine.

I found that these few days I'm quite easy hungry, I don't know why, maybe I have cereal with milk in the morning? Or I'm really hungry? I have no idea.

-1y3m18d-

❤ Missing you

讨厌利用我的人

讨厌那种利用我的朋友。后悔有你这种朋友．．．

有事情的时候、要我帮忙的时候，你就求我、对我好。

没有事情的时候，你就当我不存在，讲我的不是。

你这么厉害就自己做啦！干嘛还要求我？找我帮忙？

根本是要利用我，而和我做朋友。

我真的受够你了！我不是你的佣人！也不是那种让你呼来唤去的人！

有钱就厉害了吗？有钱就可以使唤人吗？

像你这种狗眼看人低的人，不适合做我的朋友！

你听着，我根本不稀罕你这种朋友！

KLCC with Manda ♥

Today went to KLCC with Manda, my old best friend! We knew each other since 8 years old (:

I went out at 1015am and reached LRT station about 1045am. Manda reached there earlier, quite sorry to her because she need to wait me for 15 minutes like that =x

She changed a lot, but I still can recognized her (: I bought the ticket to KLCC, after that we went to wait the train came. We chat a lot while waiting the train. We got lot topics to discuss about.

Reached KLCC! We moved to the theater. We tried to find some nice movies, but no. At the end, we chose to watch "Sucker Punch". LOL! Inside there, I think just about 10 people watch it. If talk too loud, they could hear it. xD Finished the movie. Conclusion: Not really good, but not that bad also.

We went to have our lunch at food court. We ate asam laksa (: My favourite ♥

After that, we went to Kinokuniya. I'm trying to find the novel that my sis looking for, but sorry sis, I couldn't find it. We walked quite long in there and talked a lot too! xD

About 3pm, we went to buy something to eat and going back.

We reached the LRT station at 345pm. I'm waiting daddy to come, but daddy called me and said he got something on suddenly. I tried to call mummy, but she didn't pick up the phone. Faint. I got no home to go back.

4plus. Mummy called me and I told her daddy can't fetch me as he got something to do. So mummy came and fetch me.

I reached home at 5pm. I bathed and online a while and iron bro's uniform. After that, went to help mummy to prepare dinner.

-1y3m13d-

❤ Missing you

不哭``♥

说好不哭了...

可是眼泪还是流了出来...``♥

弟弟还蛮识趣的，他察觉到了吧？

停下所有的东西，到房里打游戏机...

让我大哭一场...``♥

没有任何声音地哭泣着...

躺在床上一面想、一面哭...

面对一次又一次的失败，我受伤了...遍体鳞伤...``♥

试着不与任何人来往，可是我做不到...

一个又一个地问我结果...``♥

笑着回答...

心揪着...

眼泪掉了...``♥

成功者问失败者的心情是如何？

骄傲的？谦虚的？嘲笑的？还是讽刺的？

我不知道...``♥

抱着兴奋与期待的心情等待成绩...

失望了...

又一次的失望了...``♥

天空哭了...

在这么炎热的天竟然下雨了...

为我哭泣吗？

我流干了眼泪，哭不出来...

谢谢... 帮我哭出我的不甘心....``♥

hate the weather

Hate this kind of weather. Nowadays the weather getting warmer and warmer. I keep perspiring. Hate this. Rain God, where are you? We need YOU badly ):

The weather made me moody also. Just no mood to do anything because of the weather. I can't sleep too. Arghh!

Tomorrow is coming. I'm scare. I'm nervous. What should I do? What if really become like that? Hope I can sleep well tonight. *pray*

-1y3m11d-

❤ Missing you

Movie Day

Today went to Kepong Jusco and watched movie with sis and bro (:

We watched "Hop". A cute bunny. Haha! Actually we planned to watch 2 movies as we thought we can watch "Rango" at 1150, after that is "Hop". But when we came out from house, there was a terrible traffic jam! Road block again. Hate it!

We stayed in the traffic jam for 10-15 minutes. When we reached Jusco, it's about 12pm. So, we just bought the tickets to watch "Hop" at 2pm.

We got nothing to do and bro said we should go for lunch. We walked and walked and walked. At the end, we chose Sushi King. Actually I chose a set meal and it's kinda cheap. When I see properly, it wrote "kids meal". WTH! And I changed to Japan Curry Chicken. LOL!

After had our lunch, we went to play for an hour. Sis said when 1.45pm we walk to theater. When 1.30pm, sis and bro played shooting game. LOL! But not bad, they just used up 15 minutes to clear all the missions. Faint. They can go for Guinness World Record. LOL!

2pm sharp. We bought popcorns and 2 mineral water before go in there. The movie end at 3.40pm something and we went back home after it.

*The weather damn hot today!*

-1y3m10d-

❤ Missing you

Sweep Grave

Today went back to hometown at 5.30am. I didn't sleep at all! LOL! I can't believe that I can stay up for this late and I got panda eyes after it ): Thanks to my panda again for staying so late to accompany me (:

After prepared everything, we get into the car. I start sleeping in the car. Daddy drove quite fast, he used 2 hours to reach there. LOL! I just slept for 2 hours. We had our taste not good's breakfast only went to the place to meet my uncles and aunties. This is the first time they wait us at there. Unbelievable. Every time we are the one who wait for them.

*skip all the parts when sweeping graves*

The weather is damn warm. I hate the weather. Finished swept the graves, we heading to church's graveyard to pray another uncle.

Done everything, we went back to grandmum's house. I slept in the car again. LOL! Just a while we reached there.

After I bathed, I on the air-cond and sleep again! I think I just slept for an hour, mummy called me wake up to go home (:

I sleep in the car AGAIN. Daddy stopped at Meloh. We yamcha, bought some fruits and food.

On the way home, I sleep again. Faint. Wondering I want to sleep how many times in a day. Before go home, we went to Serendah for our dinner. I can't sleep anymore after dinner. Too full. LOL!

Reached home. Cleaned everything, ironed bro's uniform and online! x)

That's all for today. See ya!

-1y3m9d-

❤ Missing you

Stay up late!

Today gonna stay up late, maybe no need sleep? xO

Tomorrow going back to hometown at 5am. We need to go back for "sweep grave" (扫墓). Mummy knew I'm not going to sleep. LOL! Mummy knows me well (:

I took nap at 4.30pm tills 5pm and went to prepare dinner. After it, I took another nap at 6.30pm tills 7pm. LOL! Every time when I'm going to sleep more late, bro will come and call me wake up. Never mind, I don't feel want to sleep anymore. x)

Thanks to my panda because he said he will accompany me tills 3-4am. Love you! :D

-1y3m8d-

❤ Missing you