Sad and Disappointed

Bad things kept happened on me today.

I didn't do well for my role play. I don't know what happen to me, but compare to last 2 weeks, today's role play was sucks.

I checked the website again today and I saw have the winners' list in there. I'm not one of the winner. I was kicked out from the competition. I lose. No more tickets for me.

Blaming myself all the time. Really sad. Feel disappointed towards myself. Useless me. Stupid me. Have a good chance for me and I missed out the chance. Idiot me.

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