Releasing Anger

It's time for me to release my anger! My English is not very good, for those who don't like to read it, you can just click on the [X] which locared at the right corner of the window (:

I tried not to angry about you, but sorry, I can't make it.

First of all, yes, you are leader, you can do anything you want, BUT! you CAN'T throw all the works to me! Fuck! You thought I'm very free is it?! You thought I have nothing to do for the whole day?! 

Starting you said you will be the one who responsibility to do that part. But you suddenly asked me to do that part at the last minute! Darn! You thought you're leader then you can do whatever you want?! You said yes then yes, no then no without thinking other's feeling?! This is so call "Democratic Leader"?! FUCK OFF! 

You're the one who asked us to send you all the works by Saturday; You're the one who said you print all the works out; You're the one who said you will do those parts! But...What happen?! You're the one haven't finish your parts by Saturday, you're the one who gave a lot of excuses about printing matters and prepare those easiest parts!

Fine! I waited you to finish your works until Monday morning! I'm the one who said help you to print all the assignments! I'm the one who prepare those parts that you don't want to do by just saying "I don't know how to do"! FUCK! 

I tried to calm down myself for many times, but I can't! You made me have nightmares, you made me have sleepless night for many days! Everything because of you! Do you know that I'm very stressful when you threw everything to me in a second? Do you know that I'm going to cry because I'm so stress? YOU DON'T KNOW! YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THIS!

You just thinking finish up your parts and everything will be ok! You just think that you have a lot works to do and you think you're the one who is stress. Please! Wake up! You're the one should wake up! Not ME! I give you suggetions, you don't like, fine! But what for you keep on asking my opinions and you don't like it?! Is it funny for rejecting those opinions and showing black face to me?! 

When I take it serious, you treated it as jokes; When I take it as a joke, you treated it as serious matters. What the fuck are you?! 

I have class at 10am this morning, I have to go out at 845am. You didn't give a cover for me, you didn't make content or references for me. Nice one, I have to do cover, content, references, adjustment, page number and print withink 45 minutes! FUCK!  Those assignments not just 10 pages but up to 40 pages! You don't want to pay back money for me, it's ok, but..Please! At least respect me! After lecture class, I rush for binding and combine everything! After I entered the class, you didn't asked me about the assignment things but sat at there like a boss?! Who you think you are?! A real boss?! Still need me to go and asked you to sign personally! Fuck. I know there was a problem with the assignment, yea, I forgot to change the font type on a certain question. If you dare to scold me why I didn't change the word, I will SLAP you in the class for sure!

I thought I will have a nice and sweet dream today after the class. BUT! You asked me to present for tomorrow tutorial?! WHY you never infrom me earlier?! You didn't give me transparency and non-permanent pen either?! What you want me to write at? On your face with my marker pen is it?! Before that, you asked another person to do that part, now you asked me to do it?! If you hate me, just tell me face to face! Unfair to that person, so it'll be fair to me?! You did a very good job. HA! I will hate you forever.

I hope I will not have nightmare and sleepless night today. I'm tired of doing such unfair things. Night world! Maybe I will come back tomorrow.

Blog is the best place for me to release my anger when you're not around. I really miss you )':

-Postedby: LonelyMe-