Releasing Anger

It's time for me to release my anger! My English is not very good, for those who don't like to read it, you can just click on the [X] which locared at the right corner of the window (:

I tried not to angry about you, but sorry, I can't make it.

First of all, yes, you are leader, you can do anything you want, BUT! you CAN'T throw all the works to me! Fuck! You thought I'm very free is it?! You thought I have nothing to do for the whole day?! 

Starting you said you will be the one who responsibility to do that part. But you suddenly asked me to do that part at the last minute! Darn! You thought you're leader then you can do whatever you want?! You said yes then yes, no then no without thinking other's feeling?! This is so call "Democratic Leader"?! FUCK OFF! 

You're the one who asked us to send you all the works by Saturday; You're the one who said you print all the works out; You're the one who said you will do those parts! But...What happen?! You're the one haven't finish your parts by Saturday, you're the one who gave a lot of excuses about printing matters and prepare those easiest parts!

Fine! I waited you to finish your works until Monday morning! I'm the one who said help you to print all the assignments! I'm the one who prepare those parts that you don't want to do by just saying "I don't know how to do"! FUCK! 

I tried to calm down myself for many times, but I can't! You made me have nightmares, you made me have sleepless night for many days! Everything because of you! Do you know that I'm very stressful when you threw everything to me in a second? Do you know that I'm going to cry because I'm so stress? YOU DON'T KNOW! YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THIS!

You just thinking finish up your parts and everything will be ok! You just think that you have a lot works to do and you think you're the one who is stress. Please! Wake up! You're the one should wake up! Not ME! I give you suggetions, you don't like, fine! But what for you keep on asking my opinions and you don't like it?! Is it funny for rejecting those opinions and showing black face to me?! 

When I take it serious, you treated it as jokes; When I take it as a joke, you treated it as serious matters. What the fuck are you?! 

I have class at 10am this morning, I have to go out at 845am. You didn't give a cover for me, you didn't make content or references for me. Nice one, I have to do cover, content, references, adjustment, page number and print withink 45 minutes! FUCK!  Those assignments not just 10 pages but up to 40 pages! You don't want to pay back money for me, it's ok, but..Please! At least respect me! After lecture class, I rush for binding and combine everything! After I entered the class, you didn't asked me about the assignment things but sat at there like a boss?! Who you think you are?! A real boss?! Still need me to go and asked you to sign personally! Fuck. I know there was a problem with the assignment, yea, I forgot to change the font type on a certain question. If you dare to scold me why I didn't change the word, I will SLAP you in the class for sure!

I thought I will have a nice and sweet dream today after the class. BUT! You asked me to present for tomorrow tutorial?! WHY you never infrom me earlier?! You didn't give me transparency and non-permanent pen either?! What you want me to write at? On your face with my marker pen is it?! Before that, you asked another person to do that part, now you asked me to do it?! If you hate me, just tell me face to face! Unfair to that person, so it'll be fair to me?! You did a very good job. HA! I will hate you forever.

I hope I will not have nightmare and sleepless night today. I'm tired of doing such unfair things. Night world! Maybe I will come back tomorrow.

Blog is the best place for me to release my anger when you're not around. I really miss you )':

-Postedby: LonelyMe-

AFA MY Day 2! ❤

I went to AFA MY Day 2 at PWTC with sis and bro (:

I woke up at 6am in the morning. I know I late ): I should wake up at 530am. I bathed and woke my bro up, followed by my sis.

Mummy helped us to make up again. TQ Mummy ❤

We didn't take our breakfast at all and we headed to PWTC at 9am something.

We met new friends there! Patapon gang (: Kido, Alan and a cute cool girl (I don't know what's her name :x )

We saw them near the booth which at the corner. One of their friend (photographer) asked me to go between them and take photo with them. From there, we had became friends :D
 

Epic! 

I bullied by them T_T

Actually we planned to stay at there until 9 or 10pm, but then we went back earlier at 3pm something. Arghh... This was our 1st time to go back earlier! ): Nevermind, we met new friends at the end! :D

Thanks for some of the photographers who said want to took my personal photoshoot (: and TQ for saying I had a lovely smile and took once again even though they had took for several times! I love my smiley face now xD

I hope to meet Patapon gang again x) I will never forget we cheered and had walked in the hall "PATA PATA PATA PON!" Epic moment ever! :D

Fansign for Adam ❤

-Postedby: Lonely Me-

Event ended, misunderstanding Started

[1st day]

Adam is not around since he has fulltime job, so he can only work for this part time on Saturday and Sunday. Calvin and I were the only promoter for the 1st day. Totally no sales on that day, but we managed to get a dealer who bought the antivirus in bulks! Thanks for that dealer (:

Ivan misunderstood Calvin and I were couple again. I had my lunch with Ivan and 2 other helpers on 1st day. Ivan saw Calvin not doing any sales but kept on chit-chatting, and he said,"later you go and scold him." I asked,"Huh? Why me?" He said,"Because he is your boyfriend what, so I don't want to scold him, you go and tell him later, ok?" The 2 helpers looking at me and laughed T_T

A while later, Ivan asked me to buy drinks, then I said,"I'm waiting for starbucks." XD Then Ivan showed me speechless face. I continued,"Today is Friday, 5pm to 7pm have half price!" Ivan asked,"Huh? Really?" I answered,"Yea, for sure!" Ivan said,"Okok, later 5pm you come and find me, I give money to you." What a nice boss! ❤

We managed to get our free starbucks drinks from our dear boss Ivan, the part-time and full-time workers who same booth with us were jealous because ourboss didn't treat them starbucks :x

9pm something, we packed our things and prepared to go home. Adam was waiting me at Dang Wangi station. Thank you Adam for waiting me after you worked (:

*wondering why LRT was packed with people on Friday night* 

[2nd day]

I reached Dang Wangi station about 915am and waited Adam for 45 minutes. LOL! Anyway, we managed to get there before 1030am.

Adam upgraded from helper become promoter. LOL. We managed to get dealer again, but Calvin is the only person who hit the target, left Adam and I ): Calvin told us next day 10am have rm1 lucky draw. The luckiest one can get iPod Shuffle! So, Adam and I decided go earlier on the next day xD

2nd day of the event, APAQ boss treat us KFC as dinner :D Another nice boss ❤

Before we going home, Clyde and Calvin said Jack and Penny were couple, after that, they looked at me and Adam, and said,"both of them are couple too." OMG! Misunderstading again.

[3rd day]

Adam and I reached the mall before 9am and there was about 10 people had queueing up at there. Wondering what time they reached there. @@! While we queueing up there, we saw Cyril (not sure is C or S :x), we asked him to queue up together, he rejected and said he starts work at 9am. What a nice worker o_o! We are lazy workers, I know xD

About 930am, we saw Jack queueing up behind there, I think he is number 20 or 30 something. Calvin came as well, he queue up with Jack, and Jack came and chat with us, but his first sentence was,"both of you are couple, is it?" LOL?! Another person who misunderstood our relationship again.

The lucky draw started at 11am. Nice one. We queue up for 2 and half hours and we got iPad car charger and USB hub. LOL!

No dealer today, our sales were bad. Calvin got 1 sale, Adam got 2 sales and I got 1 sale. No boss treat us eat today :x But Adam treat me Starbucks (: But then, Clyde asked Calvin," why you don't have Starbucks?" Calvin said,"Adam treat Yuffie only." Then both of them said together, "ohhh~ you know I know, but they don't know." SWT! I knew what you guys talking about! ):

Anyway, we having fun for 3 days at there, even though we can't hit 35 sales, but we enjoyed the benefits we got XD

*waiting for Saisaki Buffet this Saturday, Yum!*

-Postedby: Lonely Me-

C2AGE @ Tropicana City Mall

Yesterday went to Tropicana City Mall for cosplay event (C2AGE). Sis and her friend cos Vocaloid Gakupo and Miku with Poker Face version. Brother be the photographer. I will be Kuro's partner as Vocaloid Kagamine Lenka.

We reached there about 915am. I sms Kuro, but he didn't reply me. LOL! So, we just went inside there straight away. 3 ladies went to toilet for make up and some decorations on face. However, my bro stayed outside there and walked around.

Sis and her friend done everything before 10am and I still waiting for Kuro's costume. I waited him from 915am until 1130am. How can he so late?! T_T He told me his friend was late for an hour, that's why he late.

The costume was damn small size and short. WTH! I was schocked and shouted "WHAT?! So short?!" Alright, I still went inside toilet and changed it. Damn, glad I able to wear it even though it tooooooooooooooo fix for my body =w=!

Everything was done, we went to outside there and met CKK, Leon and Xiao 7. While we waiting for Kuro, the C2AGE staffs asked us want to join Treasure Hunt or not, but we can only have 5 people in one team. Unfortunenately, we have 6 members there. Xiao 7 said he quit then, so left 5 people and we registered ourselves for the game.

The game started at 130pm something. During the waiting stage, Leon kept on disappeared and my bro replaced him. Alright, the game started, we ran up and down, up and down again. Well, unexpected, we got 1st place.

After that, sis and her friend said they going to change back to their normal wear, I didn't change because I have to follow Kuro. I found him and we walked around to find photographer.

 

Me and Kuro

Photo before we start our race.

Me, sis, stranger, sis's friend, Kuro

 We had a lot of fun there, but sad, I can't even meet Thomas or KCee ): I want to let them to take my photo. LOL!

Time to stop. I will try to diet and yea, able to wear that costume (even though I manged to wear it) and look nicely.

-Postedby: Lonely Me-

不公平！roar！

几个星期没有更新我的部落格，部落格换了新的格式 o_o! 我会试着习惯它的 xD 虽然我的华语表达方式不比英文来得好，不过今天想用华语来写我的部落格。应该说是发泄才对！（生气中）

爸爸今天一早就回乡下了，因为要接住在医院的二伯回家。爸爸昨晚做夜工，到了早上才回到家，觉也没睡，我大伯一来到我家，爸爸就要上车，他就跟我爸说：“坐你的车去。”

昨天妈咪还跟爸爸商量好了，今天妈咪会用爸爸的车，因为下雨，驾她的车会很危险。哪里知道大伯一句 “坐你的车去。” 就坏了这承诺。

妈咪很生气，看到大伯和伯娘都没跟他们打招呼。上个星期也是爸爸驾他的车载他们上去，今天也是。我本来还想在他们面前问我爸爸：“不是坐大伯的车去吗？妈咪说了今天要用你车的。” 不过我还是没说出来。第一、爸爸是重兄弟情的人，我说了这句话不就等于自杀？ 第二、我不想坏了爸爸和大伯的感情。 *虽然他们都不当我爸是一会儿事* （生气）

之前，只要妈咪说我大伯他们的不是，爸爸就生气，还跟妈咪吵架，几个星期没说话。阿囧啊！爸爸，人家这样对你，你怎么还这么帮他们。我为你打抱不平呃！): 你一整晚都没睡到，还要驾车回到怡保，很危险的叻！如果大伯驾他的车，你至少还可以在车上睡下，为啥你就是不告诉他们要坐他们车啊？

从以前开始就这样，只有我们帮他们的份，要他们帮我们比登天还难！我们不是你们请来的免费佣人！拜托你们也尊敬下我们，好不好？因为你们是我的亲戚，我都很尊敬你们，可是你们一次又一次的这样，我很难维持尊敬你们的态度。你们怎样说我、对我、讲我的不是都好，我无所谓，可是我不准你们这样利用我爸爸，我家人！（嘶吼）

Outing with Red Warriors

Just back from the gathering with Red Warriors (Avira Gang) (:

I went to Wangsa Maju station to wait Eric and Adam at 1230pm. Then we went to KLCC together. Patrick, Jing Yi and Kah Yan reached there earlier. Our dai gor a.k.a boss CK was the late comer.

We had our gathering at Pizza Hut, KLCC. Shirleen worked at Famous Amous there, she came and met us at 2pm (:

We chit-chat and laughed all the times. Yea, we having fun there x)

Shirleen went back to work at 3pm. Patrick, Jing Yi and Kah Yan left at 315pm. 4 of us, Adam, Eric, CK and I chat until 330pm. Actually we planned to watch movie, but I want to go home since it will be late for me if we really watch movie.

I will ask them to accompany me to watch Dark Flight next week! Woots :P Love my Avira gang so much! ❤

-Postedby: Lonely Me-

Life is so boring without you

It's been a month we didn't chat with each other. Where have you been? Are you doing well there? Do you sleep well? Do you having proper meals?

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I tried my best not to rely too much on you when the problems came across, but I failed to do it sometimes.

I need you by my side. Yea, you know I'm talking about you, but you will no longer read my post, isn't it? ):

I login to MSN everyday... everyday, just because I don't want to miss out any chance to chat with you when you online.

Every night before I sleep, I pray hard so that I may see you online next day and I able to chat with you. Non-stop praying for this )':

Last time, whenever I prayed, the next day you will appear, now this doesn't happen anymore. Everything is just a coincidence? )':

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Do you miss me? )':

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-Postedby: Lonely Me-

Bad mood

Today suppose to done my consultation with dentist about my wisdom tooth and go for my surgery very soon.

But, something happened. I forgot to bring along my x-ray while heading to the clinic. After I reached there, my mum only asked me whether I did bring my x-ray or not. Damn. I forgot.

We made appointment again and I really really hate that receptionist. I'm sure when you see her face, you feel want to whack her too -.- Yesterday I went for the x-ray, she never told me that they can help me to send over, and now, she said they usually discourage customers to take it back, because they will help them to send over. FUCK! You never tell me that! You only asked me, "You bring along to there?"

Alright, everything doesn't goes like what I planned. FML. My surgery will sure drag to 3rd or 4th week of April. Darn. Well done Yuffie, you messed your life up! Damn.

STOP BLAMMING AND KEEP GOING. I will just remember this sentence, perhaps.

-Postedby: Lonely Me-

Missing you ❤

Yea, I miss you more than words can say. I still can't forget you, you had stolen my heart (': It will be 2 years 3 months if we didn't say goodbye to each other, right?

I wish to chat with you everyday. Everyday... Non-stop...

I smile when I think about you, I cried because you left, I hope you can just chat with me, even though just few mins? )':

I having hard times during my studies. I have no one to speak with besides you, but you're no longer there for me.

Do we have the chance again? I hope and I wish we have it. I will wait for you (: No matter how long is it. This is what I promised earlier.

-Postedby: Lonely Me-

Exam week!

It's exam week now! I'm going to face my exam today, Wednesday and Friday as well.

English paper will be on today, soon. I hope I can do well in this subject. I know I can't score A for it, but at least let me get an A-? *praying hard*

Wednesday will be history paper on morning session. I'm going to study hard for it after the paper today. Ganbatte!

Friday will be my last paper for this exam which is Organization and Human Resource. I hate this subject ever! 14 chapters to go through, I had done 6 chapters before it. Hope I can do well for it too. Roar!

Good luck for me! :D

I'm missing you ):

-Postedby: Lonely ME-

Money Money Money

Today's post will be everything about MONEY! $.$

I want to update my blog since my birthday, but I'm lazy to update until now. LOL!

Today I went to dental clinic to check my wisdom teeth. The dentist said that I need to have a minor surgery to take my wisdom teeth out and she said it will be better for me to take it out since I'm still young.

My mum asked about the price, the dentist said about RM600 - RM700 per side. Oh damn. What a big amount for me! ):

But I really hope that I can have this surgery after my final exam and before my second year starts. I think I will use the money that my senior sponsor me for cosmetic to do the surgery )': Another benefit for me to do this surgery is that I can slim down fast! I hope that I can lose 10kg after this surgery. HAHA!

Byebye to my cosmetic again. (T.T)/

~Postedby: Lonely Me~

Waiting! ❤

Happy Birthday to my dear HongKi!! ❤ His birthday just 1 day before my birthday! How sweet XD! OMG! I still can't stand on his cuteness XD

His cute look when he cast as Jeremy in "You're beautiful" :D

One of my background picture. Oh gosh! He is so handsome! ❤

How I wish I have a boyfriend/future husband like him! ❤

Last Saturday I went for shooting with sis, bro, Kuro and Sakura. I found that this picture is the most beautiful! XD Since I'm look slim in this photo :P

My favourite purple colour hair with lord-like costume xD

I can't wait for my birthday celebration tomorrow! ❤ Sis is going to bring me to Sunway Pyramid with bro, Kuro, Kai gor and Zhi Jun jie jie as well.

Happy birthday to my beloved HongKi again and Happy birthday in advance to me! :D

~Postedby: Lonely Me~

Argued

I argued with my mum yesterday ): I doesn't mean that, I admit that I spoke to her with bad attitude just because I felt so fed up with the same question she asked everyday ):

She asked me the same questions everyday, and I answered her the same answer everyday. Why she doesn't want to trust me? *cry*

-Postedby: Lonely Me-

Plans

Today parent disallowed me to celebrate my birthday with Desmond because they hate him so much. LOL! But thank God, I don't want to celebrate with him too x)

I asked my sis to bring me to Sunway Pyramid on my birthday, and she promised me will bring me go. Woo~~ I love her so much ❤ :D

This week will be busy week. Duh! Full of classes. Tomorrow class from 9am to 7pm ): I hope I wont fall asleep ~.~

~Postedby: Lonely Me~

Monopoly + Breakfast :D

Yesterday Desmond came my house to play around and stayed one night here (: After we fetched him frm Gombak LRT, we head to Popular, Selayang Mall to buy stationeries. After that we had our lunch at McD.

Later, we went to Tesco, Rawang to buy the ingredients for next day's breakfast. Since Desmond said that he wants to prepare breakfast for us (:

We reached home at 3pm and we did a lot of things until we had finished our dinner. We played monopoly after that :D



My bro won the game, I'm the second winner and Desmond is the loser XD After that, my bro and sis played ps2 games, Desmond and I played mahjong. Pity us ):

Today's breakfast: Salad (:

Still have eggy, ham, hotdogs and many food, but I lazy to upload photos. LOL!

Ugly me ):

End of the post. TQ! *lazy to update sia* XD

~Postedby: Lonely Me~

I'm back!!!!

I know I had lost for months. HAHA! Now, I'm back!!! :D

Yesterday went to Timesquare with sis, bro and Desmond (: We had our Valentine at BBQ Plaza XD

We just kept on eating and forgot to take photos :P

After that, we went to play and we met other cosers :D I'm glad that they still remember me, especially Calvin. LOL!

Around 4pm plus, we went to Daiso Japan, Pavillion (: While we walking to Pavillion from Timesqure, I disturbed by strangers as they kept asking me to write down my name and so on. I rejected so many times, but they still don't want give up. Darn! Glad Desmond helped me, or else I will shout to them -.-!

Anyway, I have a nice day with three of them ❤

Thanks Desmond for the Valentine's gift :D

~Postedby: Lonely me~